Ian's P.O.V
When we got home, i went straight to bed, it was too much to talk to Anthony. I was too upset. I just needed sometime to think, about everything. I ended up crying. I always do, its just me. Why did i have to fall in love with my best friend? The one thats getting married in 4 months. Why didn't i speak up when i had the chance. Im so stupid, now i'll never be able to tell him how much i love him. I was planning on it. But whenever i do, its closer to the wedding date. And it'll be too late. And i cant tell him on the wedding night, that would be horrible. I couldn't do that to him. I glanced over to the alarm clock in my room. 1:30am wow, I've been sitting on the floor of my bedroom for over 2 hours. I should get some sleep. After all we do have to go to gamebang tomorrow.
We got ready for gamebang and we asked what game we were playing when we got there "Just dance" joven said. "Hell yeah" Anthony said. We learnt how we were gonna be playing it and found out the two losers had to dance with each other. Oh god please not be me and Anthony. Haven't i been through enough? I thought to myself. We did all our solos and of course it was me....and anthony. Wow, its like i planned it. It was actually pretty funny until the part were he kissed the girl and i was playing the girl. So i ran out screaming "FUCK MY LIFE" it was pretty funny but i felt embarrassed..
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Behind these blue eyes
Fiksi PenggemarAn ianthony fanfic..yep. This is meant to be before kalel and anthony broke up. Like maybe 2013 kalanthony Trigger warning Mentions of self harm/depression/anxiety attacks (SLOW UPDATES) sorrynotsorry
