HERE FOR HER

CHAPTER 25- Regret

The first time I figured what regret really was when I fought with my parents when I saw them for the last time. Little did I know that that was the only moment I had with them and I spent it arguing with them about some random issue. And when I think about it now, I imagine various things I could have done for them before they finally left me.

The second time was probably when I intentionally left my home assignment at home, thinking I would waste the whole period talking to my friends. But it turned out to be an utter blunder because the teacher spent the whole period scolding and taunting me. 

And the third time turned out to be now.
Life again proved me as a fool who decided to go out with a guy who I barely knew. And the fact that he claimed me as his and told me to stay away from Aiden makes me wanna puke. All I felt was pure disgust for him. I couldn't bare to sit in the same car as him, knowing what his real intentions were.

"Zach. It was you who wrote that note?" I mumbled.

"Of course, darling." He gave me a sly smile.

I was feeling nauseous now, just by seeing him. How could he? He just met me like... maybe two or three times. And..
I was such a idiot.

This is me.

The girl

Who does things

And regrets
.
.
Every single time.

"I-I think I sh-should go now." I slowly said as I reached out for the car door handle. I don't mind walking to my house. But I can't stay with him.

I felt his hands wrap around my wrist and with a sudden jerk, I was pulled back. My eyes were met by his dark ones that were evident with anger mixed with desire.

I started to move my hand away from his grip. But it tightened around my wrist so harshly that bruises were obvious to be formed there.
"You're hurting me Zach. Please let go." I said as I looked at my wrist which was starting to get even more red under his grip. Instead of loosening his grip, he tightened it even more, making me yell in pain.

"Just like you hurt me... But this is nothing in comparison, baby. You rejected me straightaway. And on the other side you're planning to make babies with that Aiden." He hushed near my ears. I shivered as his breath brushed on my skin. He spoke his name as if it was poison.

"Its nothing like that. Leave me!" I yelled as I started to move towards the door.

"Oh seriously, then why were you messaging him when you knew you were out with me?" He twisted my wrists and pulled me towards him. It was as if the blood circulation to my hand was about to stop. He kept applying more and more pressure to my wrist. "It is my business and none of yours." I yelle, resulting in more pressure on my wrist.

"Zach. Please don't so this to me. Let go." I said as tears blurred my vision. The sharp pain seemed to be unbearable. I tried to remove his hand on mine but he held my other hand too.

At a spur of the moment, he slammed his lips on mine
It was so harsh that my back hit the car seat. I started to whimper at his touch. I wasn't going to kiss him back. No..

His lips kept moving on my non-moving ones. I felt a strong pain and tasted metallic blood in my mouth when he bit my lower lip harshly. By now, tears were uncontrollably rolling down my cheeks. He applied more pressure to my wrists, signalling me to give him an entrance. I refused to give but he held my arms above my head and the pain was too much to handle now. Unwillingly, I gave it to him. His tongue kept violating my mouth while mine tried to stay away from him. The torture seemed to be endless. I was running out of breath from the resistance.