Two Different Worlds.

Chapter 10

Anaya Roderick

I have so much on my plate right now and the last thing I expected was to not be cool with David no more . He was the only one that could get my mind off all the things I was dealing with , without even knowing . Just being around him put me at peace but now that's over with .

Since I never called or text Jahod he's been DMing me on instagram , he even found my phone number ! I haven't seen him around and I pray that I never do . I closed that chapter of my life a long time ago and I want to keep it that way .

Two days .

Two days until the day that I lost our baby two years ago due to him beating my ass . That was the worst he had ever beaten me . When I woke up in the hospital and they told me my baby had died I knew I had to leave . If I didn't I probably would be dead right now .

Flashback

Jahod was out with his friends doing god knows what . For the past month I haven't been feeling really good , every morning I threw up or I had really bad headaches at night . I had told Karin and Nadriah joe I've been feeling and they keep telling me that I'm pregnant but I don't believe it . Jahod and I always use condoms .

Condoms are only 98 percent effective and that hit me as I looked at the ultrasound pictures of our baby . I was 3 months pregnant going into my 4th month . My doctor said that since I'm not showing now by the time I'm 6 or 7 months I'm going to be big . I had made the doctors appointment last week to see what was wrong with me , I thought I probably just had a stomach virus. Half of me was excited and the other half of my was scared . I wasn't ready for a kid but who's ever ready to bring a child into this world ?

Karin and Nadriah were super happy about me being pregnant. They didn't know about the problems in me and Jahod's relationship . Everything has been good between us lately though .

It's was about 10:30pm and I was waiting for Jahod to get home so I could tell him the news . He was suppose to come home earlier so I decided to text him

Where are you ?
Sent 10:32pm

Hours had went by and he still wasn't home , it was now 1:23am and he hasn't even texted me back . I laid in our bed with the ultrasound pictures on the nightstand watching old episodes of Love & Hip-Hop .

I heard the door opening and closing before hearing my name being yelled .

" I'm In here" I yelled back getting out the bed

"Hey baby " He said pulling me into him pecking my lips

" Why weren't you answering my calls or texting me back ? I asked wrapping my arms around his neck

" I was at the gym playing ball with the boys . What's so important that you got to tell me ? "

Stepping out his embrace smiling I went over to the nightstand picking with the ultrasound pictures before going back over to him .

I handed them to him and watched as he looked at them . I couldn't read his face and that made me nervous . " Who's are these ? " he asked looking up at me .

" Mine , I'm pregnant we're having a baby "

" I always strap up " taking a step back I looked at him confused

" okay and ? What are you trying to say Jahod "

" What I'm saying is who the fuck have you been sleeping with besides me " He said clenching his jaw and throwing the ultrasound pictures on the floor

" Are you serious?! You think I cheated on you" I semi-yelled now getting upset . How dare he accuse me of cheating . When the hell would I even have time to cheat with all the stuff I'm doing .

" How else would you be pregnant Anaya ! I wear a condom every time we fuck " he yelled getting in my face

" Condoms are only 98 percent effective ! " I argued back . This is suppose to be a happy moment for us but he's over here accusing me of cheating .

" That ain't my got damn baby so who's is it ? " he tightly grabbed my arm so I wouldn't walk away from him

" let go of me Jahod " I said trying to get him to let go of my arm . " I can't believe you think this isn't your baby "

" You trifling as fuck . How you going to get pregnant by someone else and then try to pin that baby on me . You ain't nothing but a hoe ," I slapped him in his face watching his head snap to the other side . Chuckling he nodded his head before slapping me back .

I snatched away from him holding my face and attempting to walk away .

" Nah get your ass back here . You going to tell me who else you been fucking with your hoe ass ." He said grabbing my arm

" Get off of me " I said snatching away once again

He grabbed me and pushed me away from the bed room door causing me to knock into the dresser . I tried walking away from him but he pulled my hair so hard I fell on the floor .

" You think you going to cheat on me and it's all good ?" He asked as he punched and kicking me all over . I yelled for him to stop as he started kicking me in the stomach . I wrapped my arms protectively so he would kill our baby .

" You not having nobody else babies but mine " he yelled kicking me in my head . My hands went up to the back of my head feeling a warm liquid coming out . He used that as an opportunity to kick me in my stomach again . At this point my whole body was weak and I could barely move .

" Stop Jahod " I cried trying to get away from him

" I bet you wasn't telling that Nigga you was fucking to stop " he yelled sending a hard kick to my stomach

I grabbed my stomach feeling blood soak my shorts , I knew that I was losing our baby 

" Clean this shit up " a few seconds later I heard the front door slam

I reached for my phone that was a few feet away from me on the nightstand . My head was spinning and my stomach was cramping up. After attempting to grab my phone a few times I finally got it . I dialed Nadriah's number hoping and praying that she was up . My vision was becoming blurry and I was lightheaded.

" Hello "

" Come help me " I cried into the phone

" Anaya what's wrong ? Are you okay " she asked in panic

" I'm losing the baby"

That was the last thing I remember before I woke up in the hospital. 

Flashback over

Just seeing how far I've came makes me extremely proud of myself . After that happened I was really in a dark place . I blamed myself everyday for losing the baby but I had to understand that it wasn't my fault .

I couldn't be mad at David over what happened . We aren't in a relationship and I never told him how I felt about him . I was mostly mad because I thought that he was trying to fuck me over like Jahod but I had to realize that they weren't the same .

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This chapter was basically to show you guys a little bit about Anaya's past and what she had to deal with .

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