13 Reasons Why I Should Have Stayed (But The Reason I Didn't)

Reason Eight

Reason Eight

Maybe I should have stayed just to keep you company. Even if it was just while you couldn't respond. I don't know, it seems like a good reason but there was something I had to do and it just couldn't wait any longer. Once I had made up my mind that was it, same as always.

I just wonder how you feel reading all of this. Whether you can tell how much I care or whether you think i'm a total tool. Maybe both, most likely both. I guess I can be a bit of a tit at times and my mouth engages before my brain but I promise you that I had nothing but good intentions at heart.

For some reason, for a while now, you've been the only one on my brain day and night and I know we never made it official but it was official to me. I was officially absolutely whipped and would do absolutely anything for you. What a mug.

Love always,
Fletch.