Reason Three
I should have stayed because I wanted to. I know that seems like an obvious reason but it really wasn't. I'm not really used to doing things for me anymore. Everything has been give, give, give with the kids and the new job that I seriously might have forgotten how to let myself be happy.
I wanted to stay because just the thought of being in your life makes my heart beat a mile a minute. Imagine being one of the few people that could say that they had genuinely got a relationship with THE Jac Naylor. I could have been that guy, but i'm stupid.
So please don't think that i'm not here because I don't want to be because I don't think I will ever be in a position where you're not the only person that I want to share the rest of my journey with.
Please, believe me.
Love always,
Fletch.
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13 Reasons Why I Should Have Stayed (But The Reason I Didn't)
FanficJac is in a coma for 2 weeks following the shooting, and she doesn't anticipate what she finds when she wakes up.
