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• Happier by Ed Sheeran •

Walking down 29th and park,
I saw you in another's arm
Only a month we've been apart
You look happier

Yeah.. Unfortunately, shits happened and I was too dumb to just let myself lose.

Saw you walk inside a bar
She (He) said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smile was twice as wide as ours
Yeah
You look happier, you do

Funny isn't it? But who am I? It's normal for your smile to widen twice. I am just a nobody. Why would you smile when you're with me?

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody love you like I do~
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you're moving on with someone new

Let me try ☺ If ever I hurt you, trust me i'll regret it so much, I might even blame myself for everything. Yes, I do love you. But does she love you like I do? I'll try not to take anything personal. I'll try not to get hurt. I'll try to prevent myself from doing such things.

Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
And until then I'll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Yes. You do look happier with her versus when you're with me. My friends did. But I became blind and I became this dumb shit. I always smile to hide the pain ☺. But, I am the happiest when i'm with you.

Sat in the corner of the room
Everything's reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier
Aren't you?

Everything. Even just a simple thing. I always tell myself you feel happier with her and I should just maybe avoid you. Am I right? 😔

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody need you like I do
I know that there's others that deserve you
But my darling I am still in love with you

Maybe I did hurt you but did she hurt you worse or better than me? I need you but does she need you like I do? I know... There's still someone waiting for me and you. But... Even if that happens, I will still love you. 💓

But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Yes you really look like you're the happiest person in the world when you're with her. They did. They told me everything that may happen in the future. Unfortunately, the things I was afraid of happening, happened. I can always smile to hide the pain i'm enduring inside. But I know, i'm the happiest person in the world when i'm with you.

Baby you look happier, you do
I knew one day you'd fall for someone new
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I'll be waiting here for you

If ever you find someone knew and she breaks your heart, always know that if you need a friend, i'll be here. If your status will state "complicated", i'll be your friend ☺😢. And if your status will state "broken", can I be more than your friend?
To you, i'll always be waiting 😊

December 12, 2017
-taegguk30