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• Fools by Lauren Aquilina •

Those hardest to love need it most
I watched our bodies turn to ghosts
Such good friends, it has to end it always does
That's the way life is
Do we take that risk?

You're easy to love. As fluffy as a marshmallow, as soft as a pillow and as gentle as the sea. Yeah, we're friends. But its only until friends. What if we take a risk to be more than friends? Do you agree?

And so it all boils down to this
We've got our aim but we might miss
We are too fragile just to guess
And I've been in this place before
Fine as we are but we want more
That's human nature at its best

It all goes down to this. It's like we have an arrow we borrowed from cupid. But, if i am not a sharp shooter, i might miss the chance to shoot your heart. I'm too fragile to assume and guess. It's true. I've been here before. But unlike before, this was different. Because it was 'love at first sight'. We are fine.. We are good.. We are having fun.. But I admit it, there is still something we want to do.

What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
And all we have we lose?
I don't want you to go but I want you so
So tell me what we choose

What if we... we take a another level? What if we go higher? What if we become something else? Like... Girlfriends... In a relationship... And then, all we have we lose.. Like, those who don't approve. Those that can't accept the truth. Those that can't accept what we have for each other.. I don't want you to go but I want you badly. Now, tell me what we should do between them...

Friends, I watched us as we changed
The feelings in my headspace rearranged
I want you more than I've wanted anyone
Isn't that dangerous?

Ha! Friends? Yes. Friends. But did we change? Feelings in my head? They're confusing ang a mess if you look inside. I really want you more than anyone. In the past, I never felt like this. You're the only one who made me feel like this and i'm not interested to know how many more can make me feel like this. Dangerous, right?

The anticipation before the kiss
Mirrored in my shaking lips
Oh god I feel so unprepared
The two of us so out of place
My feelings written on my face
Got what I want but now I'm scared

Kiss? I was scared, I was nervous, I was confused. All of it (maybe) was written on my lips. I was prepared but when it was in front of me, I felt like melting. Us... We're doing things we shouldn't. My facial expression says it all. I got what I want but now i'm confused, scared and nervous of what may happen soon...

What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
And all we have we lose?
I don't want you to go but I want you so
So tell me what
Tell me what
Tell me what we choose

What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
And all we have we lose?
I don't want you to go but I want you so
So tell me what
Tell me what we choose
What we choose
What we choose

What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?
And all we have we lose?
I don't want you to go but I want you so
So tell me what
Tell me what we choose...

What if we just ignore the world and love like its only the two of us left? Now tell me what should we choose?

Just be friends?
Or
Try something new?

December 13, 2017
-taegguk30