Johnny's POV:
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I sigh looking at Mackenzie. Lauren and Maddie are gathered around me. "She'll be fine. She's very strong!" Maddie says but I can hear her voice crack. "Maddie! You can't keep on saying that! You guys can't pretended that everything is fine when it's not!" I snapped
Maddie and Lauren look taken back while Melissa gives me a disgusting look. "Tell me, what all can we do? We just can't shake her awake! Can we? No, so let us try to keep a positive attitude about this my gosh." I roll my eyes. "Whatever." I mumble "John, please drop your attitude." Lauren says.
"I am I am." I roll my eyes. "No but I can't." I look at Maddie, Lauren, and both Mackenzie's and I's parents. "Why do you guys just think that if we act positive Mackenzie will be completely fine?" I clutch my fists. Why am I getting so angered.
"Johnny enough!" Maddie stepped in. "If you don't remember you were the one driving you dumbass." My eyes widened as I took a step back. I shake my head. "You know what fuck you. Fuck all of you" I stomp out of the room much more frustrated than ever.
I wander around the hospital just trying to find a place to sit down and think. "Johnny." I hear Lauren's delicate voice. I wanted to just keep on walking but I stop and turn around. "Johnny, Maddie didn't mean what he said. She doesn't know how to handle her emotions right now, I mean seeing her sister in that state." I already start to get mad.
"But it's true! I was the one driving, I was the one being careless. And ugh now Mackenzie might die because of me." I whisper the last few sentences taking what I said all in. Lauren placed her hands on my shoulder.
"The doctor says Mackenzie should wake up tomorrow he's one hundred percent sure." I look down smiling but then quickly frowning. "Mackenzie's going to hate me." I think back to what happened just hours ago. Lauren sighs. "Johnny there's tons of bad drivers out there. She won't be mad at you when you weren't the one who caused the crash."
"I don't care! I could've stopped! I could've slowed down! Heck I could've even at least back up. But no. That car came ramming into her and." I fall onto my knees crying my eyes out. It hit me hard that I could possibly lose her. And most of my memories of her will just be full of hatred.
It's like the universe doesn't want us to be on good terms. I mean the second day we make up is the day Mackenzie gets hurt. "Johnny it's going to be ok. I promise." Lauren tired comforting me even though it barley worked. But I didn't want to worry my sister so I stood up wiping away most of my tears.
I smile at Lauren while she smiles and leads me back to Mackenzie's room. Maddie immediately hugs me apologizing and of course I accept it. I can't be mad at the truth ahe said. We all take a seat near Mackenzie's bed as we spend a silent rest of the night together.
