Reaper X Reader

how much it hurts

Reaper's Pov

"Before with just a kiss, your skin bristled, now it's worth nothing. I used to say I love you and your eyes spoke to me, now you're silent. You were the one who insisted I denied your courtship, but you convinced me and I am a fool who listened to you. You were my biggest failure, I curse the day I met you. You introduced me to love if only for a while," I said trying to hold back the tears.
"How much it hurts that my heart you rejected," I spoke not looking at Y/n.
"How much it hurts that as a friend I lost you," Y/n said looking at the ground. My heart shattered as she only thought of me as a friend.
"How much it hurts that you used me as a toy," I said finally looking at her.
"How much it hurts that you think that about me," Y/n started crying but I knew I shouldn't comfort her.
"Goodbye, I wish you well, my feelings didn't let me pretend. Your bags are at the door, the taxi is downstairs, don't forget to leave me the keys," Y/n said trying not to choke out a sob. That was the last time I've heard from Y/n. Since that day I can't stop thinking about her, if only she would think of me as I think of her.