The Blind Piano

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I walk into the room and find her getting on top of the bed. Suddenly her eyes look straight into mine and my heart skips a beat.

"I uhm I'll be outside. If you want me you-" she cuts me off by saying the words I never expected her to say to me again

"Cuddle with me"

Her voice is strained and I can hear the pain in it. I happily get into the bed and lay beside of her. She wraps her arms around me and snuggles into my chest. I wrap my arms around her little body and smile to myself. I hear small sniffles and moans leave her mouth after five minutes..

"Shhhh its ok" I say a bit confused

"Its not OK Harry. It was my first love. He was the reason I learned to dance and won the competition. He was the reason I loved dancing. He showed me how to live. Even when I was blind and my world was crashing he held it up for me. But when his world was about to crash I left-"

"You didn't leave" I cut her of and say sounding offended

"I did. I should have knew. I should have made inquiries. I hated him for the past one year without knowing the true reason. He loved me but I hated him. I hated him Harry. I should have been there for him. But I wasn't."

"Don't blame yourself Summer. Just go to sleep. We'll talk about it later OK. Rest now"

She stays silent and soon I fall asleep with her in my arms.

Summer's pov

*dream*

"Summer" I hear a familiar voice call

I open my eyes to see him smiling at me

"Ty-tyler" I shutter in disbelief

I try to touch him but he seems distant and I can't move.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I ask

"I'm so sorry baby. I didn't want to break you more. I knew you would have ended your life if I told you"

It was true . If I knew I surly would have killed myself. I was that suicidal then.

"I wanted you to live. I  wanted you to be happy. Don't blame yourself for something you never did. Its not your fault that I chose this way. Its ok that you hated me. And you can still hate me but don't hate yourself"