Operation Emo

Nineteenth Chapter: "Emotions"

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Nineteenth Chapter
"Emotions"

The Next Day
Seth's POV

I woke up, immediately wishing I didn't. A dull pounding in my head caused me to grimace, rolling over and burying my head in my pillow, when a few memories pushed it's way onto my mind...

Drinking... a lot. Yelling at Claire...

Hm...

Kissing...

Oh no, I didn't. Shit. Shit, Shit, shit....

I kissed Alice.

I shot up from my pillows, swallowing.

I just... saw how... upset she looked. So alone... and... I leaned down and kissed her... And fled like a coward.

Oh...

Sara's POV

...god...

Oh god, oh god, oh god... Seth kissed me last night.

Seth kissed me, and I thought it was perfect, and...

God, what the hell?!

I swallowed uneasily as I tried to relax myself so I could sleep, but I felt like I couldn't.

Last night I had come in with a bunch of different thoughts, and Elisabeth had tried to give me a makeover, but I shrugged her off. I couldn't... pretend everything was okay.

The other girls had picked up on it, particularly Sam, but they left me alone after they realized just how much I needed to be alone.

Just like always.

I needed to be alone. Because I deserved it. Because...

I felt a tear slide down my face, but I shook it off. God, what was happening?

It was like I was in the art room again... and I...

God, what the hell!? This wasn't me. This wasn't me. This wasn't...

"Alice, we're going for a hike!" Karley called into the room. It took me a moment to realize I was the last one to be awake.

Crap.

I forced myself to get up and quickly grab new clothes, (a snug black Hollywood undead t-shirt, skinny jeans, black converse boots, and the skull necklace I was wearing yesterday) and quickly ran towards the bathroom, fixing my hair and my makeup with a huff.

I had to pretend everything was normal...

Right. Everything was normal.

I had to crush them, and soon. It just... I had to do it. Getting away from them was the only option, I knew that now.

Taking a deep breath, I walked out of the bathroom feeling a million times better. 

I would crush them and everything would go back to normal. It was simply a matter of time.