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(A/N : credits to @masterirwin for making the new book cover. I love it. Hope you guys love it too)

Veronica's POV

When I got out of the café, I quickly went inside the car. I planned to go to Ashton's flat.

I deeply sighed. I suddenly felt sorry and guilty for what I did to Harold. I want to go back inside to say sorry to Harold and asked for his forgiveness. That all of the shit I did to him was Calum's idea, not mine. I was just offered a one week supply of drugs for exchange.

I'm confused. Back then, I'm not like this. When I dumped boys, I am more like happy not like the other way around. Maybe I've done enough for my "revenge". It's stupid right? I would make revenge with the innocent guys around me that  basically don't have anything done wrong to me. Maybe I should stop? Or maybe it's just because I'm.....hungry.

I pulled out from the parking lot to the driveway and put away my thoughts. Stupid thoughts.

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I arrived to Ashton's. Hoping that he was inside. I slightly knocked at the door.

The door opened revealing a halfed-sleep Ashton. He only wear a boxers. "Oh, it's to early for a blowjob, honey. You know." He smirked. Rubbing his eyes by the back of his hands.

"Good morning to you too." I ignored what he said. I am not in the mood. I push my self past through him to go inside. I immediately walk towards the kitchen to find something to eat.

He chuckled. "So, why are you doin' here then?" He closed the door and fall himself on the couch. "It's to early, Veronica." He groaned.

"Do you have something here to eat? I'm starving." I opened the fridge and found some pizza. Great. Ashton didn't answer. "Would you mind if I eat this pizza in the fridge?" He still didn't answer. So I get the pizza. I sit on the counter and start to eat. Maybe Ashton wouldn't mind.

When I finished eating, I went back to the living room and found Ashton sleeping on the couch. His mouth was quite agape. He snores slightly. Looking so adorable sleeping.

I quietly walk towards him. I slowly lowered my face to kiss him. But I'm stopped when his eyes opened. I quickly step back. There's a smirk on his face. "What are you planning to do?" The smirk on his face didn't fade but turned to a wide grin.

"Nothing. I just want to wake you up." I lied. But I just seriously want to wake him up. I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't want to sit here all day looking on the cieling or to a sleeping Ashton. "It's already in the afternoon." I told him.

He suddenly sat up. Quite shocked like he has forgotten something. "Oh fvck. The boys will be here at any moment!" I knew it. He always forget things. He sat up and run to his bedroom. I sit down on the couch. The entire room was a mess. There are clothes, food left overs and cigarettes scattered all around.

The bedroom door slightly opened. "Um, can you clean the living room? I don't have time to do it myself because I have to take a shower. And because you've eaten my pizza." He shut the door before I could speak.

I don't have any choice so I started to collect the trash and throw it to the trash bin. I sweep the floor. I already finished cleaning his living room but he still not yet coming out of his bedroom. I planned to went inside his bedroom as I heared someone was knocking at the door.

I opened the door amd saw Calum and Michael standing outside. "Hey Ash-" Calum stopped when he finally realised that I'm not Ashton. "Oh. Where's Ash?" He smirked. I know that smile of his.

"He is inside. His bedroom." I rolled my eyes. He laughs. They walk inside. I shut the door behind me. "What are you doing here by the way?" I ask in a serious tone.