when you came back

part 19

After a few drinks I was down right drunk. Ludwig left with Feliciano in his arms and I was all alone with my alcohol and a hurt southern Italian in my room. I couldn't think, everything was spinning.g and so dizzy. I made my way up to my room and saw Lovino sleeping soundlessly.

He was so cute and adorable when asleep and plain sexy when awake. I sat down and stroke his hair softly, looking at him and hiccuping once in a while as alcohol ran threw my blood and my mind was into mush. So many thoughts going through me, like a movie in forward the images passing by so quickly it all became a blur to me, the only thing that I could see through the blurred images was Romano smiling at me.

I wanted him back so badly, I want to feel his warmth and touch again, his voice when he told me he loved me. I leaned down kissing his cheek then turned his head to face my own as I stared at his sleeping face and kissed his soft delicate lips, closing my eyes I felt the warmth against my own.

Slowly I deepened the kiss and unconsciously he returned it back, I knew this was wrong but I couldn't, and I didn't stop myself. I crawled over him, slowly removing his clothes as I removed my own as well. I knew he'll hate me for this but I craved him, I lusted for his touch, his moans his hot warmth.

Himself in general.

I kissed his soft neck and I let my hands slowly wonder around on his silk soft body, my hands going lower and lower as I reached his member and started to rub slowly to get him aroused.

What was I doing?

Why am I acting like this? 

This isn't me but something tells me this is right..if I wake him will he let me be his once again?

Romano I love you...please forgive me...

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So sorry I haven't updated I'm taking exams and stressing, that and I'm starting to get writers block which sucks! qwq I'll update as soon as I can, loves!~