LOST (BTS K.S.J) [COMPLETED]

Seventeen

*Play the song before read*

While we were looking at his phone, i stopped to see at his wallpaper, it was his family members.

"Nice one" i complimented.

"That's my sister, isn't she beautiful?"

He pointed to the screen and moved closer to me. I just rolled my eyes, to see him by my right. He was so close, my heart raced, eventhough i can't feel his touch, i still can feel nervous.

He is alive in my eyes.

That night, he went out to walk around in th garden. Nothing can harm him, so no worries.

I can't sleep, i kept on changing my positions but still no chance.

A tear fell onto my cheek side and my nose became red because holding my sadness.

"Why does i feel this way. He is a ghost, a spirit. He is not a human, he is dead Maeli" i covered my face and cried but not too much.

My heart breaks when i realised that i've fallen in love with a ghost, i shouldn't help him in the first place, but i need to.

But we can't be together. Why am i torturing myself, stop having feelings toward him Maeli!

But..

It's so difficult.

The next morning, i woke up and went downstairs like usual, but no signs of Seokjin

"Where is Seokjin?" i asked mom. She looked at me weirdly and i slapped my forehead slightly. "Right, i forgot you can't see him"

She just laughed at her daughter's stupid action and i took a bath then wore a short with a yellow shirt then walked out from there, searching for Seokjin.

"Seokjin!" i shouted, calling out for his name. He didn't answer me where is he? He makes me scared and worried.

"Seokjin dont make me angry. Come out now! i know u are there!" i shouted again.

I waited for a moment, but he didn't show up. I went back inside and met mom. "He is not here. I dont have any clue where he is" i shook my head.

"Maybe he is just taking a fresh air in the morning" Mom smiled.

"Can a ghost do that?" i asked.

"How should i know? now eat the breakfast, and he must know how to take care of himself"

"Okay" I calmed down. "Mothing can harm him. Alright" i nodded and sat down, eating the cereal.

Mom went out to buy some groceries, leaving me alone. It supposed to be not 'alone' since Seokjin will be there but..

In sudden someone barged into the house without opening the door and stood next to me while catching his breathe.

"Were u running??" I asked. He nodded.

"I've found where my sister died"

•••

Hurriedly, we went to the lake where he mentioned just now. "But on the other day, you told me she died at--"

"I got the vision again. Showing my sister and this lake. Last night i saw it but i wasn't dare to check it since it was night eventhough nothing can touch me"

"Hold on, so you are telling me.. she's not dead at where you guys found her?"

He nodded. "Maybe this is why i got the vision. Maybe my sister wants me to know"

"But Seokjin-"

"Before i go back to where i belong, i want to bring her soul along. She must be around here, alone"

I gasped when he mentioned 'where he belongs'

"Shut up" I said, looking sad at him. "What?" He questioned.

"You keep on saying things like that, eventhough it's real, do u know how hard it is to accept it? well, you are not me. So you won't know how i feel"

I walked away from there. Seokjin wanted to grab my hand.. but couldn't.

"Maeli im-... sorry"

"If u really want it, i will help you find your sister, solve your unknown killer, and both of you will disappear from this world. Just like how you ask"

I said before i walked from there.

(Seokjin's POV)

I saw her walking away, it's hurting me to see her sad expression.

I know, it's hard. Becayse i feel the same too Maeli.

It's hard to be separate from you, i want to hold you, embarace you, but i can't.

I accepted the facts, that you and i can't be together, no chance at all. But still, deep inside my heart, i love you.