The night before I stayed up until 3 a.m. because I wanted to watch day 1 of the vain*lory championships, there were 4 streams doing a live, and the first one on tw*tch was not working, only playing previews and trap music, occasionally the audio would only come in the left ear. Amazing.
Then I went to another live stream on your*be:) and watched the 2nd match because the first one didnt even air. As soon as I went on the working stream, that stream went offline. So I said fuck it and put my phone away and slept.
Today...
My teacher in literacy made us line up in the hallway and it felt like the army, we had to stand perfectly. It was weird thinking about how old we were and being told to stand in a line.
During an assembly I got really bad thoughts because of the context of the speech, so I broke down and cried.
My literacy teacher calmed me down though.
But right after I cried again.
I helped out in the book fair that my club participates in and missed some of my classes.
I felt better at the end of the day.
Though I'm still a bit sad.
Simple words, complex thoughts.
