An update on some shit.
Still thinking about the ideology of love, got confessed to a while back and I rejected them, got me curious on what drives someone to love, it also made me kind of scared because I really don't find myself attracted to things.
It may be because all my physical attachments in life have ended pretty badly. But also the fact that I don't like putting myself emotionally into many things, for more reasons that one.
I'm smiling more to people, and in turn, they start talking to me. It makes me wonder why we rely on facial recognition/acknowledgements so much. But I enjoy the increasing company of peers, even if it's not that safe for my emotional state, it's fun, and it's youth.
There's no life without conflict, is what I believe.
I had a conversation with my mom about stress. Some co-worker of my dad had a heart attack because of stress, it made me worry a bit. I brought up how people can die of sadness, of relaxation, too much of something.
You need a balance of the good and bad for there to be health.
I'm updating my story, finally. Due to request via one of my friends who read it. I kind of want to change the original storyboard, but let's see where that goes. I want the chapters to be at least 1000 words long each, it's just an occupation goal lol. I also need to finish my homework... oops.
The story is progressing ok, though plot moves up and down a lot. The following chapters will probably be placed in the past, (Beginning of the story where Sunkyun and Sorrie are fucking half dead.) And the recent addition, Vicil will be along side them.
I got an inst. It's uh... something. I see photos of classmates... that are... uh. Thotty. But it's them putting themselves out there I guess.
My inst. is more for my observations, like, Inside edition on the life of Kale Juice. Probably need to post less of my dog and more of other aspects. lel.
I'll probably post the next chapter of 50% tomorrow.
seeya
