Parties & Tattoos; Kethany

Twenty - Five

Kians Pov |

We currently arrived at Tana's party with everyone from the house including Beth. Beth doesn't seem that amused to be here so I don't wanna pressure her to pretend to have fun.

"if you wanna leave, just let me know." I say as she nods slowly and grabs my hand.

We've never publicly been like "hey we're dating" but we pda at parties or at home and stuff & label right now aren't always permanent.

"It's KnJ and the gang!" Tana smiles as she hugged the boys along side her friends.

The smell of weed is making anyone near it already high.

"Let's have some fun!" She yells as she pushes us inside farther.

"Kian." she says as I pull as she pulls on my sweatshirt.

"I know. The smell, you're sensitive to that. if you want we can go to the backyard and talk?" I say.

"I don't wanna keep you from all the fun." She says softly.

"Of course not. you're my girlfriend." I say as a pull her through the crowd to the backyard.

We've never used the terms girlfriend or boyfriend usually so it felt a little nice to just say it.

"I know work is stressful Kian, if you wanna go inside & have fun you can." She says as I sit on a lawn chair facing the pool. I grab her waist sitting her in my lap.

"I meet you years ago, I know everything about you. you hate smokers, smoke anything drug related. you hate conceited people & you hate when your hair or makeup isn't right with your outfit. or when we're sleeping & I turn opposite from you, you feel like I'm leaving so you cuddle my back. at first it was about sex because we hated labels, or didn't want anything that could get in the way of our careers. but I love you and don't care anymore. life is to short & if you don't want a label, I understand it's serious. but I love you and that's what I wanna call you, my girlfriend." I say quickly playing with the seems of my pink jacket and fix my white baseball cap.

"Kian. you are one of the people in my life I can turn to for anything. staying up hours at night waiting for you to come from a shoot, to see your smile once more before a new day starts. I love you. label or not, I want you. I need you." she smiles as we both hug tightly.

"What a beautiful moment." I hear claps as we both stand up and look back.

"You guys are something special huh?" Franny giggles as she gets closer.

"Are you high?" Beth asks as she gets closer to Franny,

"Uh yeah. Walking around seeing someone I thought I had feelings for in love hurts." Franny expresses as Beth looks at me.

"Hey, uh sit down here, I'll call Briana to come and pick you up?" I say as Beth hands me Franny's phone.

I find Briana's contact and call her telling her to pick up Franny with the party's address & all the details.

"You'll be fine Fran. It's your first time? it'll go by." I say as Beth stands behind her tapping her foot.

"Beth." I say softly as she snaps out of her thoughts & looks at me.

"She's fine." I say as she nodds.

I stand up to grab Franny and guide her to the front through the gate on the side of the pool.

"Grab her purse." I say to Beth as she hurries to put Franny in Briana's car.

"First time smoking." I say as she nodds and drives to potentially our house.

Beth walks back to the backyard with still no words. She sits down & looks at me.

"My uncle passed away from a drug addiction." She says as I stand beside her,

"Beth-"

"I know. Weed isn't that serious. but that's why I'm so afraid, I can't even smell cigarettes without wanting to run." She says as she looks down at her fingers.

I kneel down grabbing her hands.

"Beth. you don't have to explain you fears to me, it's apart of your indenity. it's you & I've known for years you hate drugs, & now I know & respect it so much more." I say as I grab her hands & kiss them.

"We can go home if you want." I say as she nods her head.

"Let's go inside. I want you to have fun, you've been working all week." She smiles as she grabs my hand pulling me to walk inside.

Before he grabs to open the door handle, I grab her arm & wrap it around my waist. Pulling her chin up towards me.

"I love you, everything about you. & won't let you to anything you are against. don't feel the need to smoke if they want you too, their stupid. you're not." I say as I kiss her lips softly as she nods smiling.

We walk in & everyone is just dancing, drinking & smoking,

I grab Beths hand to walk into the living room to where Tana & everyone are at.

"Well the couple returns! Were you guys fucking?" Corey says out loud obviously drunk.

"Mind your business bitch." I say as I sit on the couch with Beth beside me.

"So how's life Bethany?" Tana speaks passing the joint to one of her friends.

"Great. you?" Beth asks as she grabs my hand slightly putting pressure on it, knowing she hates attention on her.

"So I liked the song Tana." I say as I pull Beth closer to me.

"Oh thanks, it was great to make." She says smoking, blowing smoke everywhere.

"Awesome." I say as everyone dances & doesn't pay attention to anything we're doing.

"So you guys are exclusive?" Tana asks.

"Yes, very." Beth smiles.

"You guys thinking of, I don't know, adventuring?" She smirks.

"Oh not really." I say as I probably know where the conversation is going.

"We have weed for days, come on." She says pressuring a joint to us.

"We're good." I say as I give Beth my phone to distract her from the conversation.

"Can you text my mom, she needs hazels stuff from my place." I say trying to change the conversation.

"What the Kian Lawley, YouTube prankster doesn't want weed?" She dramatically says.

"He doesn't wanna smoke. Leave him alone?" Beth looks up from my phone.

"I wasn't speaking to you, you obviously don't wanna smoke weed beauty guru." Tana says ignorantly.

"I'm not a drug addict, or pretending to date a celebrity for clout." Beth says giving me my phone.

"Beth." I say.

"Bitch you need clout." Tana says passing over her joint,

"Who's a bitch?" Beth says as she quickly stands up as I pull her away quickly.

"Yeah we're leaving." I say as I pull her through the people outside.

I open the door for her as she sits with her arms crossed. I turn on the car, driving back to her apartment. without saying a word. We finally get to her apartment & open the door for her, along with following her upstairs.

She opens the door throwing her stuff on the couch.

"I always end up wanting to fight her." She says as she takes her shoes off.

"Damn it." I say as take off my sweater.

"What?"

"Sorry, I thought I could control it but, I have a boner right now. you're Latina side just comes out & kills me." I say as I grab her waist pulling her into her bedroom.

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Finally posting!