HAUNTED

CHAPTER 2 FOREVER CHANGED

I woke up feeling like i always did, like i wanted to die, and disappear.I felt no point to live another day of my empty useless life, after that night. I realized that i cant change the past even though i wish i could. If i did i would have saved a life, but i would have ended mine.

        I sometimes have flashbacks of that night. the sound of the car approaching , then finally hitting us. The sound of bones being broken,and blood being spilled.Yet i would always tell myself that i needed to move on with my life. I'm not the only person in the world that has lost someone. Today is Monday the start of a new week and today I'm going to be different. No more black clothes,no more having my hood on,and sitting alone in class and at lunch. This is a brand new start,a chance to feel normal again.

         As i went down stairs for breakfast the moment i looked at my mom her face was filled with amazement. She hasn't seen me wear bright colors since the accident a smile formed on her face. She was happy i was moving on. After i was finished with the usual cereal with a banana. I started to drive to school . I when i finally got to school,i found a parking spot in the front row.This was unusual because the parking lot was usually very packed. I didn't come out of the car right away, i needed to breath. I looked in the mirror one more time, and relaxed my muscles,and kept saying to myself; a fresh brand new start! then i slowly got out of the car, but before i could close the door my best friends Amber and Diana saw me, and ran up to hug me. I gasped when they hugged me and they said ''finally'' they have been waiting for so long for me to forget about SAM because they started to get worried ,but now they are happy and not worried that ill kill myself. i guess let see how this is going to go with a brand new start.