Tacenda ♡ [Poetry]

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•She and Her Vow•

She built a wall around her heart.

Then he came along,
And the wall fell apart.

She stepped out of the wall
Just to realize
It's still full of pain
And just as cold as ice.

So she said to herself,

"This love thing, isn't for me. That's something I finally see."

But before she builds the wall again,
If only he could see
What's in her heart,
How she feels for him,
The way she's torn apart.

"Please understand."

She says.

"It's not you that I blame. I know your feelings for me aren't the same. Maybe it's just fate that I fell for you. I just couldn't help it although I knew."

He'll never love her back,
That she has to accept,
But loving him, knowing him,
Caring for him has been a joy,
That she'll never regret.

She knows she has to move on,
And with time she shall,
But it's gonna be hard, and shall take a while.

'Letting go'

Although she doesn't want to,
Believe her, she's trying to let go of her feelings,
But a silent hope keeps striving.

For what she doesn't have,
She does not complain.
In fact she's grateful,
Having someone to share her pain for awhile.

In these last few lines,
She just wants to wish him well.
May all his dreams come true.
That's all she has to tell.

So she's taking her leave now,
With just one hope within...
That someday he will realize
Just how much she loved him.

If only he had seen,
But she will be long gone by then,

Inside her broken wall,
Never to be seen again,
Never to hear the call,
With few memories to join her is her pain, and a vow that she'll never love again.