The Way It Was (NCT x Reader)

First Snow

So, the vote is finished

I will start the boy's POV from the least number of votes they get

Something like that, you know what I mean right?

Well, Enjoy!

Reader P.O.V

I just stood there with a lifeless feeling inside of me and turns to walk away like nothing just happened

Is this real?

I can't feel anything right now...

It's just so...

Hurt...

And Broken....

I'm still walking.. without thinking

And founding myself on the rooftop

As I stood there, I started to drop some tears..

And cries...

I walk to the side and hugs myself from crying while looking at the night city view to calm myself

I've never been so broken before.. I feel so... weak..., all of my senses are not working as usual anymore..

As time pass by for a couple of minutes, I feel something white is dropping slowly

Is this... snow? Wow it is....

"Rain would usually drop when someone is crying..." I give a dry laugh while speaking to myself

I didn't care about the cold..

I just..... want to be alone....

Then I feel a hand on my shoulder

I turn back in reflect

"What are you doing here alone- are you crying?!" It was Taeil

I quickly brush my tears from my cheeks and looks away

"What happened?" he looks at my face from the side still holding my shoulder beside me

I just shake my head not wanting to talk right now

Taeil P.O.V

Well this doesn't look good.. she looks so.. lifeless..

How, why, and what can make her like this? She doesn't even want to talk..

She just.. looks at the view silently with a cold and emotionless look.. and that makes me so.. hurt.. but I can't do anything with her situation like this

I just sigh while looking down

"Lemme guess.. you want to be alone.." I said looking at the view

"Yes.." she said with a husky voice

Please... not with that voice..

I look at her who's looking down with a thin smile

I take off my jacket and wears it on her shoulder making her to lift her head to face me

"I know you won't talk about it and you want to be alone but I still can't leave you all alone in this cold weather with that kind of dress... So just let me be here.." I said still not looking at her

I can feel that she's looking at me then she looks away and looks down

Then I hear her starts to sob a bit , I caress her back but she cries instead making me to hug her slowly while caressing her head