Stalker ; Never Ending Story

X : The Fool And The Foe

We went to see the doctor again.

He wrote a prescription and suggested me to meet his friend.

He helps to cure people with mental illnesses.

We tried recognizing my symptoms.

It was;

1. Re-experiencing/ re-living

Like Jin said, I tried to kill Minseo.

Without me knowing.

I couldn't control

2. Avoidance

It was hard to visit my dad's grave.

It was hard to go back to my old neighbourhood.

3. Hyperarousal

I'm always on guard.

As it danger would follow me everywhere I go

4. Negative thoughts and beliefs

I suspected my own husband wants to kill me!

I also had trouble to be positive

To feel happy with my family around.

My brain was triggered by my traumatic experience.

Trying to run away from Jimin.

Sometimes I could still see him in my dreams.

That's why I've been diagnose with PTSD

Post-Traumatic Stress

From now on,

I have to attend theraphy sessions.

Have good environmental around me.

Jin would always accompany me.

But lately, he's been busy.

I can't blame him.

I get to buy tons of Gucci lately.

Although sometimes my Gucci collection would be missing.

Then, it'll re-appear in my front porch.

In someone else's hand.

When he come and help to babysit.

Taehyung.