Stalker ; Never Ending Story

F : Bored

My life is getting worser and worser.

Jin hasn't been going to work anymore.

He has to take care of Jinnie and the baby.

And also me.

We're all a mess.

The baby won't stop crying.

Ofcourse Jin picked out the baby's name by himself since I wouldn't co-operate.

But I'm gonna call him the baby.

He's been crying cause I wouldn't breastfeed him no matter how much Jin tried to talk to me into feeding him.

I won't ever let that monster near me.

He's ugly.

His forehead is like Frankenstein's.

He has a dent in the middle of his forehead.

His nose is too short and looked weird.

He's just pure ugly.

The doctor said his cells couldn't grow.

That's why he's handicapped.

Jinnie wanted to talk to me.

She tried to show me her drawings and asked me to tie her hair.

She wanted to play with me.

But I pushed her away.

I tore her drawings.

I cut her hair in a terrible way.

Jin would console Jinnie and tried to fix my mistakes.

So far he hasn't been mad at me.

He tried to leave me alone.

How is he soo patient?

The baby is crying.

Jinnie is singing.

Jin is trying to cook.

Everything is soo noisy.

I can't take it anymore.

Fuck everything.

I'm gonna pack my bags and get the hell out of here.

I'm bored with all these shits.

Everyday the same routine since I got pregnant during highschool.

Same faces.

Same bullshits.

I need something new.