Drowning

Part 13

Tim was on my lap while we were watching Moana. I had my chin on his shoulder, a blanket wrapped around us while we snacked on pizza rolls while watching. Its been probably a month since I tried to kill myself. Tim has been supportive as ever. Danny occasionally hangs out with us. I'm starting to remember why me and him were friends. Tim has made it his mission to give me a kiss once each day. It's sweet. 

"Hey, Leo. C'mere." I go over as asked.
"Hm?" I smiled.
"Kisses." He kisses my nose and hugs me.

I laugh and hug back.

"This is my favorite part, Leo!" He was squirming with excitement as Maui starts to sing. I laughed and listened as he sang along. I joined him and he stopped, wanting to hear me sing.

"Morning, Leo."

"Morning"
"Can you hold something for me?"
"Sure."
"Okay. Hold my hand."
"Jeez Tim. You're cheezy."
"And you love it~"

The song finished and I watched the movie, Tim glancing at me every so often, blushing when I catch him. I pause the movie. "What is it, Tim?" He mumbles under his breath, looking like a strawberry with his freckles showing on his red face.

"So, Leo."
"Yeah?"
"Do you love me?"
"Of course I do, you're my boyfriend."
"I'm happy."

"What was that?" I grinned, watching Tim's face grow even more red as he talks quietly. "I-I'm s-sixteen.." I nodded. "And?"

"So, Tim. How much do you love me?"
"So much I hate you sometimes."
"Awww. You're cute."
"And there it is. I hate you"
"Oh cmon."

"W-well.. I-I'm close enough to your age, right?" "Yeah. I'm 17." Tim hides his face in his hands. "I-I w-wanted to kn-know if you've been th-thinking about doing... 'Th-that' with me.."

"You're so short."
"And you're stupid."
"I am not. I got an A on my test."

"Then you're ugly."
"Excuse you Tim!"
"Okay okay I'd kidding. You're hot."

I feel my face heat up, realizing what he meant. "W-wait what?" "H-have you thought of me in a sexual way?" He said it in a squeaky tone, being nervous. "Tim.. Why are you asking?"

"So. If you had to live without pizza or me, which would you choose?"
"You. I love pizza."
"What?! Why?!"
"Because pizza makes me feel good."
"Asshole.."
"I'm kidding, Leo. You know I can't live without you."

"W-well I had a.. A w-wet d-dream last night and.. I-I wonder i-if you feel the same." "Of course I feel the same. Why do you think I poke your butt?" "T-to make me laugh?" "No. Because I want it." Tim turned into a tomato. "Y-you're s-so dirty minded.." "Yeah. Have you met me? Helloo, is Tim home?" Tim squeaked. "L-leo is there s-something in your pocket?" "Nope. Thats something that you might want~" He blushed horribly and got off my lap. "G-gross!"