▪️~I don't like looking at it~▪️

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Seeing it makes me feel sick,
Lacking any source of wit-
The stream of tears coursing down my face is merely not important, nor is worth it.
Looking at it makes me feel sick,
Pale bones, pale skin, glossy eyes, gray smiles- a life of deprivation. A life not deserving of air; a life wasted.
Put it in the back of my mind- try not to think of it- it's there, it's always there.
It comes out in ways that are extraordinary- it likes feeling pain.
It jabs people with black pupils- piercing their skin- yet they do not bleed- they merely notice; look away; it seems.
It controls me, with strings clear, not visible. It doesn't exist, yet it's there, it's always there.
It makes me feel sick,
It likes it.
It is me.
Me is it.
Not worth it.
Wasted.
It's wasted.
It likes me.
I hate it.

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