Belonging

Him~2 5 months later

      She was so cute when she stuttered. She was even more cute when she couldn't say anything at all. I feel kind of bad that I made her fall but it was kind of awesome that she did because I got to talk to her. I am starting to have a crush on her and I'm totally fine with that.

       I was heading for  the gas station down the street. I really wanted a monster, it really woke me up and I loved the taste. My parents refused to buy it for the house, so I had to get it on my own time. They fought last night over me. My mom says baseball, but my dad says football this summer. I don't care which one but shouldn't it be my choice. They were also drunk, that's why it's a stupid fight. I'm starting to ask myself if I remember a time they weren't drunk. It is getting harder and harder to find those memories.

           When I got to the gas station Brook was there. This did not take me by surprise considering she hung out  out here a lot. I gave her a wink and headed in . She looked stunned and happy at the same time. I was checking out when I heard a bang in aisle. As I thought, It was Brook. She had knocked some stuff over. She stepped in line right behind but this time she winked at me. I was outside leaning on the wall when she came out.              

            "Ya know you don't have to stalk me, I talk freely." She said

              "Well then," I began but she cut me off.

               "You drink monster, I didn't know preps like that?"  She laughed

               "Yeah, uh, I got to go." I stuttered.

              "Bye stalker." She laughed out.

              "Bye."

                   Every day for the  next week we would wink at each other and sometimes talk. We mostly just kept to our own lives though. It was killing me not to talk her but what else was I suppose to do?  I wish I knew.