Brittany Hills Chronicles: Act 2

Ronnie 18

So here's the story.... Josiah decided to leave school early and as he was walking back to House Two (why he didn't call for a ride I'll never know) but he said a couple dudes walked up to him accusing him of sleeping with one of the dude's boyfriends. I know how Josiah's mind worked, he wasn't going to back down from anybody so they jumped him; he wasn't too beat up just a few scraps and his lip was busted and though he was alright he was heated and I knew he wanted to go track down the dudes who did this and beat their asses. I was down for it but I also wanted to wait until everybody got outta school so we could all roll together, since our kidnapping our Houses have become a lot closer so instead of us fighting each other it was us versus everybody or maybe it was because the main troublemakers Tony and Charles were gone. We got back to House Two to wait until everyone got out and Big John was in the living room cleaning up, when he saw Josiah he moved to check on him then stopped before turning off the vacuum cleaner and walking into the office.

"Terron I'm about to go pick up Raheim then I'll be back to get y'all." Antwan said kissing me before walking out the house. Me and Josiah walked up to his room and I sat down on the bed while he cleaned his lip.

"So what's going on with you and Big John? I mean I know y'all were fuckin around and he seemed pretty upset about your face but....." Josiah looked at me letting me know he didn't want to talk about it, then he sighed and sat next to me.

"I don't want him to lose his job because of our 'friendship' he doesn't care and threatened to quit but I told him if he did that I'd cut him off entirely.... I know he loves working here, hell he's just like Big Mike; they both came through this group home like us and I'm not going to let him throw away his job for me...... I think he loves me but I'm not at a place where I wanna be with him." Josiah said quietly. "Besides he's too sweet.... I like a roughneck which is why I've been talking to O'Shea." Josiah said and I shook my head.

"Man O'Shea is coo but Big John loves you..... he's willing to risk everything to be with you, I feel like you should give him a chance." I said looking at Josiah who shrugged. "I thought you were talking to Najee?" I asked and he smirked.

"I'm talking to all three...... Najee is my artist bae, John is my long-term bae, and O'Shea is my thug bae..... I'm single so there's nothing wrong with me exploring my options." Josiah said. "Although I'm not sure how much longer I can go without fuckin at least one of them....."

"I guess we're having the same problem..... me and Antwan haven't been...... I can't get past what happened and it's screwing with or sex life." I said. "How do we get past what happened? I hate that I can't please Antwan.... we were getting back on track when you called but I don't know it's really fuckin with me." I said.

"Everybody handles things differently, what happened to us is going to be with us forever.... it's not something that you can just wish away it's going to take time. The reason I haven't had sex with anybody is because I'm saving myself for the person I really want.... this sexy ass nigga that drives an all black car, he's always wearing all black, he has a little brother who dates a dude with two black cars....." Josiah said and I rolled my eyes.

"Black doesn't want you, Josiah, he doesn't even mess with dudes so don't hold your breath waiting on him to show you the smallest bit of attention." I said shaking my head.

"BroBro.... they all mess with dudes, they'll just never admit it in public but leave them alone with a openly gay dude and I can promise you it crosses their mind at least once and that's all the opening I'm waiting for." Josiah said and I was going to let him think that because there was no way in hell Black was going to give Josiah the time of day but I wasn't the type of person who stopped someone from dreaming.

We spent most of the day looking for the dudes who jumped Josiah but to no avail, but we had all of Spring Break to look for them so it wasn't a big deal. I was back at the house in my temporary room, I was laying in bed with Antwan wondering why we weren't allowed to stay out tonight. Monique told us that we all had to be here and couldn't stay over anyone's house which pissed me off because that meant I couldn't stay with Antwan tonight like I planned.