We're Brothers.

Chapter 14

Eren's P.O.V.

"The mall? I...I don't wanna leave the house yet..."
I looked down at my belly. I have been outside of the house...what if someone from school saw me...

"Eren it's okay. Besides we need to buy baby things. A crib, changing table, diapers and wipes and things like that. Clothes most importantly."

"I know that...but I'm only 5 months pregnant."

"You forgot what the doctor already huh?" He reached over and flicked me on the forehead.

"Ow!" I yelped loudly.

"Levi! Don't hurt Eren!" Kenny shouted from upstairs.

I giggled as he swore under his breath.

"Fuck off Kenny!" He yelled back. I smacked his forearm. "Ow! Why'd you hit me?"

"No cursing...I don't want Yukine to hear..." I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Awe....look at you being a good mother." He hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"Mmm my chest...remember I told you it's tender..."

"Hmm..." He furrowed his eyebrows and looked at my chest. "Does your chest feel bigger?" I nodded. "Are you nipples sensitive?"

"Why is that a question?!" My cheeks burned.

"Because...since you're pregnant.. it's possible that you're lactating... I wanna check but only if you're comfortable."

"I...I guess it's okay...but can we do that in the room?"

"Of course." He took my hand and helps me upstairs. Once in the room I locked the door and looked at him. "You know we don't have to..."

"We have to....its for the baby."

He smiled at me softly and I sat down on the bed, with my heart pounding I lifted my shirt. He gently started to massage my chest and the tender feeling rose up.

"Ow..."

"I'm sorry. I'll be done soon." He continued and my nipples started to feel tingly. A soft noise left my throat as he gently pinched one.

"Mm! Levi...stop..." He moved his hands and looked at my chest. "What...?"

"You're producing milk..."
I felt my chest and my fingers came away wet.

"What..." He smiled softly at me and kisses my lips. "I'm doing this? For my baby?"

"Dang right." I sniffed as tears slid down my cheeks. "I love you Eren. And you too Yukine."

He kissed my cheek but I turned my head so he could kiss my lips. He chuckled softly seeing me do that.

"Let's not tease."

"I wasn't trying to..." My face burned with embarrassment.

"I was playing. But on another note, do you want to go to the mall? It's up to you."

" I know that...its just..."

"You don't want people to see?"

"No...I mean I look different...and my belly..."

"It's adorable."

"Well...can we get pretzels?"

"Of course we can."

"Then yes, let's get you dressed."

After about 15 minutes I was dressed. Levi had on all black because, well, he's Levi. Me on the other hand, he had me dressed up in a pastel blue shirt and I begged him to let me wear sweatpants for obvious reasons. At least they were tapered at the ankle, so they looked somewhat flattering. He helped me put on my shoes because I couldn't see my feet.

"Might have to give you bigger sweatpants." I gave him a puzzled look. "Your butt." He deadpanned. I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.

"Levi..."

"I know how you feel about it so that's why I said something."

"Okay...can we buy some more clothes at the mall?"

"Sure thing Love," my cheeks burned, "I need some new clothes anyway."

"Yay!"

"You're adorable."

We got into the car and buckled up, I made Levi give me his hoodie since he kept an extra in his car anyway. As we drove by I watched the world go by, trees, road signs, cars, road, the occasional person on a bike or walking their dog. It was a nice day out, maybe we can get ice-cream later. I haven't had it forever. I let my mind wander, to things I seldom thought about. Just because I wasn't sure about how to confront them. Now was the time to ask a question, it has two ways to be answered. How will it affect us. What if Levi keeps true on his promise? What if I have another kid, but with Levi? What if...what if Yukine looks like Satoshi. I don't know how I'll be able to handle that. All that comes to mind when I think of Satoshi...is pain, the pain he caused me. The way he broke me, took away something precious from me. The way he would smile and say good I made him feel...the way he would say my name. I hated hearing my own name because of him.

But...

I looked at Levi, he was sitting next to me driving, focused on the road. He looked pleased, content. He looked happy. Levi is different, he's never hurt me like Satoshi has. He's tried piecing together broken parts of me, trying to help me get my life back together. I love when Levi does these sweet things for me. I love it when he kisses my head in the morning and when I got to bed. I love how he holds my hand. I love how he makes my heart swell. I love how he says my name. And my favorite part...the part of Levi I love the most...is this.

"Levi?"

"Mm?

"I love you." I saw a smile stretch over his face as he reached one hand out and rubbed my cheek gently.

"I love you too Eren." I smiled softly. "I'll always love you." I nuzzled his hand gently and he parked the car.

"Can you help me get out?"

He chuckled. "Sure." He got out of the car and helped me out. After he checked he had his wallet and keys, he pecked my cheek and let out a soft laugh. "Alright, ready?"

I looked up at the mall in front of me, people walking in, people walking out. Just people. Nothing different, I've seen people before. Nothing scary.

"Yes. Let's go." I squeezed his hand softly and pecked his nose. "I wanna see baby clothes, plus you promised pretzels."

"I see, Was that your plan from the start?" He started walking and I began to follow. 

"Noooo. I don't know what you're talking about." He gently tugged my ear as we walked inside.

I looked around, there were a lot of stores. A lot of clothing, the food court was huge, the Aunt Annie's shoppe was right there...cinnamon sugar pretzels bites...mmm

"Alright, let's get to it." He smiled and tugged my hand dragging me into stores.

My feet are gonna be killing me.