We're Brothers.

Chapter 5

Eren's P.O.V.

Levi...

He's been on my mind for a while now. I stared at him as he slept, I wasn't even aware I was doing it. I looked at his closed lips, pink and plump. I forced myself to look away. I can't be thinking about him, he's my brother! I looked down at my lap, I felt horrible. I tried to kill myself and then practically begged Levi to have sex with me. Just because I couldn't stand it anymore.

~A few months back~

I was heading to Satoshi's, my ex-boyfriends house, we'd been dating for months and I was finally going to sleep over at his house. I wasn't ready for anything, we don't even kiss much. I was worried that he would leave me, but everyday he texted me until I feel asleep. He was the sweetest and I loved him with everything I had.

I picked up my phone and called him. "Hey, I'm here."

"Hey Eren, I'm opening the door." He opened the door and smiled that smile that I loved. He leaned in and hugged me tight and kissed my forehead. "Ready for tonight?" He arched his eyebrows at me teasingly.

"Satoshi...you know I'm not ready for anything yet. I wanna wait."

"I know baby, but it's hard to wait." He took a peak at my butt and I pulled away hearing him sigh.

"I'm sorry, I know you want to wait but it's hard on me." He smiled and moved back so I could step in the house. I stepped in and followed him to his room, I'd been to his house before so I didn't get all embarrassed about going into his room.

"So what are we gonna do?" He smiled and gave me that look that always made me shiver. "How about we lay down and cuddle?" I smiled and nodded.

"Okay." I took off my shoes and laid down, he soon came behind me and wrapped his arms around my stomach.  I felt his hands moving down to my waist. "S-Satoshi..." My voice hitched.

"Hmm?" His hands went to my pants, his finger slipped in and yanked them down. "I can't wait anymore. We've been dating for half a year now!"

"Stop it, please stop!" He flipped me on my back and spread my legs wide open. "Satoshi!" I tried with all I could to make him stop. He wouldn't come off of me and I felt something hard and hot between my legs.

"Mmm, its twitching. Are you scared?"

"Let me-AHH!" He slammed into me making me cry out in pain. I felt something leaking out of me. "It hurts...Satoshi please!" He began to pound into me roughly. I let out pants and cries as I tried to make me stop but it didn't work.

Finally he came inside me, his hot cum made tears slip out of my eyes. When he pulled out some of his cum began to leak out of me. I felt disgusted, I felt dirty, I felt...worthless. I just let him have his way with me. I didn't stop him. He looked at me and kissed my neck. I was to ashamed to even look at myself. I sat up and groaned. My stomach and lower half hurt so much...

"That was amazing, your so tight." I fought the tears and sounds of pain and hurt as I stood up and fixed my clothes as fast as I could.

 I ran out of the house and went home in tears. My mom tried asking me what happened but I couldn't bring myself to tell her. 

I stayed home for weeks, I couldn't stand the thought of people seeing me. I didn't leave my room, I didn't eat...I couldn't take off my shirt without feeling his mouth all over me. About four weeks after that I began throwing up in the morning with horrible cramping in my lower stomach and groin. Mom forced me out of my room and made me take a bath and she dragged me to the hospital.

They took multiple tests, I was under my weight range but I had a hump on my stomach. I didn't know what it was. The doctors gave me the news that I was a few weeks pregnant... Mom freaked out and demanded I tell her everything. I had no choice so I forced myself to tell her. I was broken down in tears by the end of everything. The doctors told me that since I wasn't eating that the baby didn't survive.

I was broken. I was hurt. I was a mother and didn't even know it, then lost the baby I never knew I had. After that I got quiet, I never spoke much. To many memories to haunt me. A few months after when I was better Mom mad us move after she found Kenny. No one knows, only Mom and I.

~Back to present~

I looked at Levi again, still asleep. He groaned and shifted but he looked peaceful still. I smiled and leaned back in the bed, I closed my eyes and sighed softly. Then I fell asleep.

Levi's P.O.V.

I groaned and opened my eyes, looking around, I was still at the hospital, curled up in a chair. I looked over and saw Eren, He looked better.

He wasn't all that pale anymore, he was still far from being tan. His eye were more relaxed and he didn't have a breathing tube down his throat. I smiled softly and sat up stretching.

"I should freshen up, I've been here all night." I got out of the chair and went into the bathroom to wash my face and fix my hair. When I stepped out Kenny and Carla were there.

Kenny looked over and saw me. "Levi, you're still here?" I nodded.

"Someone needed to stay with him." I shot it at him.

"Rude much?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Lived with you for 16 years." I spat.

"Kenny!" Carla slapped his arm.

"Sorry dear." He winced. I smirked and looked at Eren again.

Carla sighed and sat down. "I thought he was over it...how could I have not noticed?" I raised an eyebrow. "It's been months...I guess I wasn't paying attention..." Kenny hugged her and she cried into his chest.

"I'm going to get some breakfast some the cafeteria, anybody need anything?" Kenny made a drinking motion and held up two fingers. I nodded and went to the cafeteria. I walked around and found one of those refrigerators and bought two water with a juice and a breakfast sandwich. Once I paid, I made my way back. I gave them the water and sat down and ate. 

"Ugh..." Eren groaned and opened his eyes. Once he saw me his eyes widen and he reached up and hugged me tightly. "Thank you...thank you so much."

"Eren it's no big deal, I'd do just about anything for you."

"Then please...promise me something." He whispered in my ear.

"Anything." I held him tightly.

"Promise you'll never hate me."

"I promise." He smiled and looked at me.

"Thanks Raven."

"Thanks for not going towards the light Bright Eyes." I made an invisible line across my neck. 

He giggled softly and I lay him back down. "I wouldn't do that...I'm holding on for someone."