I wasn't the biggest fan of shinee at first, but more recently I was getting into them. And this makes me really sad. Like he was a really good person (obviously I don't know him, but allot of people around him said so and it was kind of just exuded in his energy) like one of those people that gave me hope for humanity, that there were still good people in the world. He had really helped me through sh7t lately, like watching him preform or on variety shows ect., it would always brighten my mood ya know?
Also how even though he probably felt like shit, all the time he never let it show. He was always strong and kind, and never let any of the fans know the pain he was in. LIKE it's really hard to go out and put on a smile, pretending that everything is ok, everything is fine even when it's NOT . I can't even begin to image having to feel so bad, go into a place so dark that you feel like you have no other choice than to take your own life. That you have no other way out.
Also the how the rest of Shinee and his family must feel. Like I know the rest of the group wasn't his "family", but they were. They've been togather for almost 10 years, spending most if that time with eachother. Being that close they probably knee that he felt bad, that he had all these mental issues. The toll that it has taken on 5hem and his family.
Like the last thing he told his sister was to tell people that he was in pain.
My condolences go out to Shinee and Jonghyuns family. I am truly sorry for their loss.
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