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Intro:
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1. Hindi maagang nabubuntis at nag-aasawa (kasi wa...
This is not totally scenario. Rest in peace SHINEE's Jonghyun
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This literally said that he was found dead in cheongdam dong.
[TRANS] Jonghyun’s Final Note:
PS: Please do not read it if you are not ready. Please be mindful of yourself as some of the contents are triggering. Take your time. You don’t have to read this yet.
Dear Nine, who was close to Jonghyun, got permission from his family to post this. They are worried that this may not be the right time but it was Jonghyun’s final wish.
“I was broken inside. Ever so slowly the sadness ate at me until it finally swallowed me whole and I couldn’t beat it. I hated myself. I remember crying but getting no response.”
“Since I can’t breath, I would rather stop. I wonder who will be responsible for me. It’s only you. I was alone. It’s easy to end. It’s hard to finish. I was living with that difficulty.
I wanted to run away. Yes, it’s true. I wanted to run from myself. Stand up to you. I asked who it was and I said that it was me. I said it again. I said it again. Why couldn’t I just forget? My personality is to blame so it is my fault in the end.
I wanted to know the reason but no one else knew. I didn’t even know myself. I’m not even sure that I’ll know if someone said it to me. I questioned why I’m alive. Just... Just... Everyone just does.
I’m tired of asking why I’m not dead. I was troubled and worried. I couldn’t turn this boring pain into joy. Pain is just pain. I couldn’t do that and it hurt me. Why? Why couldn’t it leave my mind? I just wanted to find out why it hurt.”
(c)kimtaem
13 things that will remind us of SHINee's Jonghyun:
1. Jonghyun debuting as SHINee's Bling Bling. 2. "Love Like Oxygen" era when people compared his vocal abilities with Michael Jackson's. 3. Writing their comeback song, "Juliette". 4. Jonghyun being a crybaby. 5. Surprising Shawol's with his blonde hair in, "Ring Ding Dong" era. 6. "Lucifer"'s teaser photo where he got the nickname, "Sexy Back", and his long high note in Lucifer. 7. First SHINee member to be revealed to be in a relationship (with Shin Se Kyung). 8. Internet War live performance with Taemin. 9. Writing a song for a YG artist (Lee Hi). 10. Getting a Listerine Cake from Shawol's. 11. Jonghyun supporting LGBT. 12. His love for his dog, Roo. 13. Santa Jonghyun.
- You will always be missed, Bling Bling. May you rest in peace and thank you for the good music, the humor, being a good influence to your co-artists and fans. Thank you for being, Kim Jonghyun.
