Falling For My Bestfriend

Chapter 1: Pain

Minjee's POV

It was afternoon when my boyfriend Joohyun called me.

"Minjee?"he said in the line.
"Hm?"I answered
"Can we talk? I just need to tell you something. I'll be waiting at the same place."
"Now?"
"I guess. Hehe"
"Okay Joohyun, I'll be there"
                          -Call Ended-

I go to my room to quickly change. I tie my hair into a ponytail and put some make up on.When I was done I quickly go downstairs to ask permission to my mom.

"Mom I'll be going now!"
"Be safe honey!" she shouted back
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"I wonder what will Joohyun tell me."I shrugged at my own thoughts then quickly go to the rooftop which is our meeting place.
Joohyun and I usually go there that's why that place is unforgettable.

When I got to the rooftop I saw Joohyun looking at the view,back facing me.
"I'm here!" I exclaimed to get his attention.
He tilted his body to look at me but as I can see, he wasn't smiling. What was his problem?
"Minjee-yah," he said while keeping his head down.
"Is there any problem? You seem so sad." I answered.
"Its just............so hard for me to..." he sighed. "Look Minjee," he finally look at me. "I know you really love me but I just want you to know that I... I didn't really feel the same way towards you. I mean,sorry to tell you this but I was just using you to get your bestfriend Mina.I love her, it was just I don't have the confidence to confess my feelings for her cause I'm scared she might ignore me. I just use you to see her reaction knowing I'm in a relationship with you. I..... I'm really sorry. I choose to said all of this to you before it gets worse. I am really sorry Minjee."

After he let go of his words, my heart was just shattered into pieces. I can't explain what I really feel right now. I'm mad at him in making my heart broke but at the same time I don't want to let him go. I love him.But not even a word comes out from my mouth. I can't even talk. I was so hurt. I can't believe it. But I try to calm myself before I speak.
"Do you really have to do that?" My eyes,brimming with tears. "Do you really have to do that idea of yours?! You're just hurting me even more. You make me believe and expect in you for nothing. If you really love Mina, go fight for her! Don't use other people's feelings!" I cried. I let my tears fall than holding the pain inside. I just cried and cried. I don't care if I cry in front of him. The important is, I already said my part. 

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