Well? she asked i mouthed the words to edward and i mouthed hurry say yes or else she will get mad at you and most importantly me then he grimaced at the me part i smiled then he said yes i did break her friends heart and im sorry he said to me then i got angry.
and i said you should say that to my friend she's the one who's broken not me and she has a hole in her heart everytime she thinks of you it gets bigger or if she says your name then i grinded my teeth together so the tears wouldn't slip out then he said but she's not here right now is she? then i said no but i can call her just a moment i said and ran into my dorm room and i took out my telephone then i typed in Jessica's number hopefully she's in her dorm too.
Ring,Ring,Ring
hello?
jess it's me bella i need you to do me a favor right now its an emergancy
she sighed and said how bad is it bella
then i said let me tell you this edwards back
then she said that's a good thing right?
then i said not exactly he has a girlfriend and i told her a lie
what do you need me to do?
i need you to pertend to be his ex-girlfriend for now so she thinks that its real
then she said your lucky i like you this much to actually do you favors
then i said thank you and i love ya
then she said yah,yah thats what you say now pass the phone to him
i got up from my bed and i opened the door then i handed the phone to edward and i said make it quick and apologize before she cries then he rolled his eyes then i said im serious.
i heard jess scream on the line and she pertended to cry it sounded so real she's a good actrist then he was saying im so sorry i left you in the woods and made you cry and im so sorry for everything can we still be friends then i heard her say let me think about it in a sweet voice then she yelled No! then the line went dead i laughed at his expression he had a shocked face.
then i took the phone and i whispered in his ear not so fun being hated is it well now you know how i feel and i ran back into the dorm i cried this time how could i be so stupid to think someone actually loved me or that he thought i was beautiful it was just a lie no one want's me and never has then tears started spilling everywhere on my cheeks and i started sobbing this is the worst thing i have been through since i got here.
then suddenly there was a knock on the boor i got up and wipped my tears my face was red so i put cold water over my face then someone knocked again and i heard jasper saying bella are you alright?
then i said what do you think? everyone i know has a better life without me and you know it then i sobbed again and put my head in between my legs then he said that's not true you know it was hard on him to move on without you we tried helping him but he wouldn't move on so we took him on blind dates big mistake and then he met Kayley and he started being happy alittle bit again he still needs you he just doesn't know it yet.
then i said i need to hear this from him not you though that was sweet jasper then it was silent and i said he's not going to say it is he? then he said no then i sighed that's what i thought i told you that everyone hates me then he said not true esme and carlisle still like you and emmet and alice and me rose not really but she's getting there then i sighed again you always say that.
then it was silent andf i decided he left me so i opened the door and i almost shut it standing there was rosalie with her pretty blonde hair and she smiled hello bella ling time no see then i said yah it's been long then she said i need to talk to you then i said what is it? then she said he doesn't know what he's doing then i said who? then she said edward then i almost fell down and she said sory that probably hurts then she continued he doesn't know what he wants yet he chose her because he felt useless and now he's used to her that he's made himself think that he needs her when he really needs you then i said that's not true and you know it.
then she said it is so true he is so stupid sometimes he thinks he knows alot he doesn't then she said please you need to help him your his only hope without you he will never know what he likes then she got up from my bed and she looked at me again then she closed the door i was so confused how many people are trying to confuse me?
until i heard another knock and i said go away then someone said in a mascular voice well that's not very nice of you sis then i jumped up from my bed and i opened the door and i hugged him and i said i messed you so much emmet then he said i know look how hyper you are your acting like a little girl who ate too much candy then i blushed and he said so how you been? and i said not so well i still have nightmares then he said really? about what? then i said stuff like leaving and things then he said your really hurt aren't you? then i made a sad face like a bird that has a wound he laughed and said come on get dressed were going to the club this night you can get him back and make him hurt like he did to you i smiled he always cheered me up somehow.
until i looked back and i said is he going to be there?
um..yes is that a problem?
no..maybe fine yes it hurts to look at him with another girl that isn't me then he said don't worry were gonna have fun.
oh no i said then he made a confused face what? why?
then i said your type of fun is dangerous and ir turns out to be crazy then he turned to me and rolled his eyes.
you like danger remember? your the most dangerous person i know so lets go dancing right now he said i smiled.
i got up and dressed into a short gold dress with black heels then i walked out and i said too revealing?
then he said no your fine it's a club anyways then i exhaled out.
when i walke out into the dorm they were all ready Kayley was wearing a pink dress it was backless and it had strings in the back with white heels Alice had a blue dress that had an oval in the middle with blach heels and lastly rosally had on a rede dress with black heels also i smiled at them when i came out and then in the corner of my eye i saw edwards eyes pop out of his head i gigled and remebered he rys not you if he could actually cry stop right there i said then i said let's go.
when we arrived and i saw Eric there i smiled at him and then we went inside they were playing alot of party songs i smiled at that and i went to the bar where i put my bag down and i started to dance with random people and i saw edward getting mad this was my moment to get revenge for what he did to me then i saw Kayley with a random guy talking and she smiled alot and giggled then my eyes got big she kissed him and then she left and pulled on Edwards hand to dance i talked under my breath that bitch i going down right now.
then i came over there and i said Kayley where were you we were worried sick about you then she said in the bathroom then i said oh why do you have a hickie then and she said it's from edward then i said yah right i saw you kissing that guy in the corner then she said no i wasn't then i said yes you were then she said no that was my cousin ben then i said do you kiss all your cousin's passionatly? then she said no uh fine you caught me i was bored im sorry edward then he looked sad then he said i forgive you please don't do it again thought then she smiled sure thing i will never do it again i promise then she kissed him i had to breath in and out so i wouldn't pull her hair off she's 2 sided.
then i looked over there again and they were still kissing making out i guess i got mad so i went over there and i didn't have control so i said hey kayley you forgot something then she turned and said where? then i said here and i puched her on the eye then she said what was that for? then i said for..hurting..someone..like..that then she said i said i was sorry there and i said you better be sorry you fake bitch then i grabbed my purse and i smacked her with it before i headed back to college and i felt good now i stood up for myself.
the dream...
i was walking around in a place with flower bushes everywhere and a girl laughing i folowed her laughter and then i saw flowers again until i saw kayley in a white wedding dress kissin edward i screamed then i woke up and i breathed in and out that was terifying then i saw a car come and i gulped before i heard stomping and the door opened really slowly until someone turned on the light.