i woke up and i dressed in black jeans and a pink shirt with cheetah heels that were pink and black i combed my hair then i decided that i would go see jacob even though he lives a in la push i would go visit them then i grabbed my suitcase and got some clothes then i put n my sunglasses and i opened my door then i closed it.
WOW! said alice where are you going looking so pretty?
somewhere called forks
then she smiled really big tell them i said hi
then i sighed couldn't you come?
then she looked at me no i have work to do here you know keep them away and think of a way to lock kayley in the closet
i chucked have fun with that then i hugged her see you in a week i whispered in her ear
then i walked down the hall with my rolling suitcase people were watching me for some reason
i flipped my hair then i walked outside and i gulped please don't please don't
he walked over to me
hey edward i smiled
then he looked at me can i ask where are you going?
then i glared at him why?
then he sighed please
then i said save it i don't give in like that anymore
then he sighed again then he left
i felt really relived and guilty then i walked to the taxi and then i opened the trunk and i put my suitcase in the trunk
then i went in the taxi and i closed my door then the cab pulled out of the parking lot i waved at alice
then i sighed this was going to be a really long ride
when i arrived to seattle i took another plane to port angelas then i got a cab to fork when i arrived at the house i looked it still looked the same as always i sighed this will never be the same to me
i knocked on the door no one was their so i took the key from under the eve then i walked in it stil was the same then i marched up to my room and it was still the same
i walked down the stairs and i sighed i had nothing to do so i decided to go to jacob's house then i looked outside my truck was back at the university so i decided to get a cab i wanted to surprise him and charlie
iwhen i arrived i saw his back and i smiled he was leaning on something
then i walked closer to his garage and their was him kissing a girl i was shocked everyone has moved on except for me i sighed
then i stood there until the girl broke from him and she said "i didn't know you had company"
then he turned around to see me i smiled hi how you been?
then he smiled and he hugged me
"what are you doing here?
then i said i wanted to visit you guys for awhile like a week
then he sighed i wish you could stay longer
then i said life is life and i have work to do
then he said oh i forgot bella this is ashley my girlfriend ,ashley,bella then i smiled at her and i waved hi
so what have you been doing when i was gone i smiled at him
then he said nothing really you?
then i looked at him nothing really
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bye i waved
then i got in the taxi and oi closed my door on the ride home i let afew tears escape from my eyes everyone else moved on while im here wishing it because i can't i sighed
then i opened the door hi dad
he smiled then he ran to me and hugged me glad to see you bells
then i smiled at him nice to see you too i better go to sleep though i smiled at him and went up the stairs i put on my pj's then i brushed my teeth and i went in my room to hide under my quilt andf cry myself to sleep.
ALICE
i was looking at edward that little pig i glared at kayley she stuck her tongue out at me then i cracked my knuckle's
she gulped then i laughed they both looked at me then he said stop that you are hurting here feelings
then i muttered you are too
he turned to me and then he didn't say anything and walked with kayley beside him
then i had a vision bella was crying and she was hudled up in a ball i sighed this is wrong he doesn't even know what he's doing
then i heard fottsteps behind me it was edward he looked at me he didn't have kayley yet though then he sighed and looked at me that's sad
then i looked at him what is?
her she crys herself to sleep while i am happy
then i cracked i hit my fist on the desk you idiot your doing it
then he looked at me what? im not making her miserable
then i looked at him when did you become so selfish?
then he looked at me i never did
then he walked away i hope bella is okay
i walked into my dorm and i had another vision bella was looking at a water stream trying to cut herself NO!0
