1 week later
"bye hope you have a nice day dad" i sighed then i went into the cab i already had my bag's in so i smiled at myself im done now no more drama atleast i sighed then tears went down my cheek my life is horrable!
when i arrived at the airport i took my suitcase and i bought a ticket back to New hampshire and i have to go to hanver to go back to dartmouth i sighed when i was in the plane i was stressed that's why i keep on sighing i closed my eyes and slept the flight was pretty long a guy kept on looking at me i got mad "do you mind?' i asked in a nice voice he looked at me again without saying a word "ugh" i turned around and i took my ipod out then listened to happy by leona lewis then i started thinking what happens if you haven't found the one yet i have to move on not just mope around about how much my life sucked that's not fun i was thinking then i told myself you can't make a guy like you well you can but im not a stalker and most importantly why should i force someone to be with me if they don't tears started to run down my cheeks people asked me what was wrong then i smiled nothing.
the whole flight made me have flashbacks i closed my eyes and started thinking about before i met anyone here i remmember my cousin telling me not to leave and my mom i should've listened stupid!stupid!stupid! i was hitting my head with my hand then the flight attendant said 5 minutes till landing i sighed here goes my courage while it lasts.
2 hours later
i opened the front doors then i had my roller suitcase then i rolled into my room but i heard moans and groans i held in my scream then it came out EWWW! i heard a jump then they came out with a robe and boxers oh hi bella said jasper and alice ewww i said again your nasty they didn't catch you?
who? they said conserned then i said the student counsel you know girls i pointed right this side and boys i pointed to the left this side then they shrugged nasty i shook my head real mature you guys then i pushed past them no bella no i turned to them why not? then alice walked up to me i tried and i locked it he broke through im sorry then i was confused huh?
just don't open the door said alice then i looked at her im tired i need sleep then she screamed they are in their she opend her eyes after that then i opened my mouth who? then she looked at me, him and kayley then i didn't know what my reaction would be until tears went down my eyes im leaving bye
then they said where?
home is all i said and i turned
No! they both said then i said yes i just need more of my stuff im sorry guys i need time to think and this just keeps making me confused i stomped off
bella wait! yelled alice i turned around what?
promise they didn't do anything bad i heard them then i looked at her im sorry but still
she grabbed my arm your not leaving me she whimpered
then i looked at her visit me please
then she looked at me is our plan still going on right?
i turned to face her about that umm...just let him be happy i don't want people to suffer with me
alice dry sobbed stupid edward im gonna kill you!
then i looked at her no it isn't his fault it's mine i let him make me cry and i didn't fight it i will come back promise just 1 more week then she looked at me stay in a motel okay?
then i said fine i turned around once more
then alice gasped mike is here
what?
then she said talk to him he's visiting you
then i walked to alice where?
in the student area i jumped someone will understand how i feel now
