Summer of 1975,
His name was prince, no literally prince. He's my best friend who I also have a crush on, it's just a shame that he doesn't like me back.
I tried everything just to distract my racing thoughts about every single mesmerising feature t...
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Within seconds of stepping from the restaurant, mascara stained tears ran down my reddened cheeks and small sobs emitted from my throat. Emotions flashed through me in a never ending cycle; hate, embarrassment, stupidity and sadness. I continued my way through the dark starry night.
Apparently the feelings that I had for prince were not reciprocated, maybe I had misread the relationship we had-the crush I had had for a long time must have shielded my mind of clear thoughts. As soon as I saw him and that girl I knew there was something he wasn't telling me.
"Zoe this is my friend Bella" played over in my mind, the words sent a pang of sadness to my heart as my sobs started to become more aggressive. The streets became hectic and I became wary of my safety, drunkards passing hastily as I tried to blend as much as I could.
Before I could get far my hand was tugged and I was suddenly spun to a halt.
"Please bella I'm sorry, your not my friend you are my girlfriend. I didn't mean to say it...... it's just" he tried to explain but I hushed him and snatched my hand back to my side.
A golf ball of emotions felt stuck in my throat, my mind ran over time processing all of what I had to say "Just save it nelson, I've seen you pull all sorts to try and play girls but not me! No I won't let you hurt me! I thought maybe you had changed but now I know you are just the same as you was, don't ever speak to me again" as much as I wanted to, I tried not to scream in his face as I knew I wouldn't be able to hold my tears. He stood looking to the ground and fiddling with his hands.
With all that I had to say over I continued back walking home with prince following closely behind.
"Hey i can explain, please just let me explain" he pleaded catching up in front of me placing his hands together as if saying a prayer,
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I huffed and glared at him still trying to hold back my tears and stand strong. "2 minutes, that's all you got" I suck my teeth and wait for him to begin.
He visibly fumbled and rubbed his temples while my arms cross over my chest. He's already half way through his time before he decides to open his lying mouth, boy this better be good.
I watched as his features furrow and his Adam's apple bobbed "I'm not allowed to have a girlfriend when I'm recording the demo" he looked down at the floor between us shifting a little, "Zoe's dad owns the studio and if he finds out about you I'm pretty much screwed" his glazed eyes meet mine.
"So we're over? Is that it...y-you know what I'll leave now and save your time prince" I could hardly keep it together, my words were spluttered and my tears wouldn't stop. I turned to leave but was yanked back into a hug " I'm not leaving you, don't say that again. We just have to keep it secret, come here baby girl"
