Random Rablings of a Lunatic.

To Hell and Back.

It's as if I'm being thrust into a black vortex.

There is no more structure, no more meaning.

I reach out, grasping for the tiny patch of stars that quickly fade away, as I'm pulled deeper into the infinite blackness.

I gasp for air, unable to breathe.
I am blinded by the blackness.
I am completely alone.

Alone in the darkness.
Alone with all of my deepest fears.

There is no more color, there is no more light, only desolate, pitch black nothingness.

But then, I feel you grab me and pull me back towards the light.

Everything comes into focus, and I can see again.

I can see the stars, I can see I am not really alone.

I can breathe again.

I can hear your voice, and feel your embrace.

You have saved me from my own, self-created world of fear and despair, and for this, I am forever grateful.

A.R.