So Close , Yet So Far ...

Chapter 4 : | Please ... Don't ...

Abigail's POV.

I was completely devastated after what just happened. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say. I felt weak , felt as if i was going to faint. Then suddenly , i felt firm arms being wrapped around my waist. For a second i even rested my head on his chest , then it came to me that I'm in this situation because of this.

I remove his arms from my waist and i push , or rather shove him away.

"Abby , I'm sorry. I didn't mean to -"
"Mean to what ? Let Chris hate us for having slept together ?! What about Tracy ? She's gonna hate me and you know she's always been my best friend. My sister. She has always liked you ever since we were kids and now she's gonna find out we slept together. She's-" before i could complete my sentence , he interrupts me , kissing me to shut me up.

I shove him off of me again , this time with more force.

"Why in the heck did you do that for ?!"
"You talk too much." he says as he walks away. "Oh , and i suggest you get some rest. We need to go look for Chris tomorrow and try to talk to him. As much as he is the love of your life , he's also my brother. I betrayed him too. I'm angry too. I'm scared too. But we need rest if we want to get him back. I'm sorry."

When he reaches the the door , he opens it and says ... "I'll be in the car , I'm sure your Mom is waiting up for you."

I get out of the house and head to his car so that he takes home.

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"Chris , I'm sorry .. Please .. Try to understand that -"
"Leave me alone. I never wanna talk to you or Marty ever again."

He slowly walks away from me , toward the new racecar he was test driving.

"Chris , i got a bad feeling about this. Please , don't do it ! Please !"

He gets inside the car and starts the engine. He begins driving ,increasing the speed after ever lap. He loved driving , he loved speed , but with the state of mind he was in at the moment i was scared of what would happen.

The second he got to the 16th lap , smoke escaped from the engine and in less than a minute , it was on fire. From my view , the car spun , round and round , and from my knowledge , i believe he stepped on the brakes because it began to roll over on the race track. He attempted to get out of the damaged car that was upside down , then he noticed something and so did i ... Fuel droplets were dropping from the fuel tank. I jumped over the fence - where the sponsors and i were silently and anxiously watching the performance of both the car and the driver , Chris - and ran toward the car .. Before i could even reach 30 feet to where the car was , it exploded , with Chris trapped inside.

"Chriiiiiiis !!!" i scream out from the bottom of my lungs.
"Nooooo !! Nooooo !!"

"Nooooooo!!"
"Abby ! Abby ! Darling , what's wrong ?" my Mom asks with a much fearful tone .. One i've never heard before.

I wake up , realising that everything was a dream. I wish Chris being angry and disappointed in me was also a dream. How i wish that wishes came true.

"I'm sorry if i scared you , Mom. It was a stupid nightmare. Nothing to worry about." i say , placing a fake smile on my face to make her feel better.
"It was about Chris , wasn't it ?"
"Mom - "
"Tell me the truth , Sweety .. Was it ?" she asks , interrupting me.