h o n e s t l y

r e g r e t

i feel regret
as i pull my hand up
and eat more
i know it's okay
but i still feel regret
for every bite i take
i step on the scale
and i'm happy with it
but that's not what i'm concerned about
it's when i look in the mirror
and see my face covered in small bumps
that i want to just stop
so i no longer have to feel regret
i can almost feel each individual cell
taking over my skin
but i still take another bite
another bite of regret