Twins?

Chapter 5

              { Jays pov }
  I wake up to the sound of my phone. I get up . This doesn't look like my house? I check my phone and it's my grandma saying she's home. Oh I remember! I got into an argument with Marcus and my mom or dad wasn't home so Martinus offered to me to say in his guest room. I hear a knock at the door. "come in!" I say. "hey!" It was martinus. "Hi" I respond. "you doing better?" He asks. Ugh how I wish I was. "tbh no.I miss Marcus!" He hugs me and I cry into his shoulder. Martinus is like my brother. He's always there for me and always know what to say.
                 { Marcus pov }
   I was taking a shower when I heard the front door open. We have an alram system that says every door that is opened like if I open the window it will say "kitchen window" basically. I get out the shower and change and walk downstairs. It's my mom and dad. Older sister too.
  "Hey sweetie!" My mom says happy. "Hi" I say and go to my sister. "Julie can we talk?" I look at her worried. "Um yeah sure Marcus. Let's set up the Christmas tree first!" She says. I shake my head and look down. I can't. I need to tell her now. "It's important.Please!" I really need to talk to her!! I look at her with a desperate look. "Fine." She smiles. I grab her hand and take her to my room. "So what's up?" She says. "I need to tell you something and ask you something." I'm going to tell her I'm gay too because My family is very Religious Soo. I'm hoping she won't do anything. "Ok...Tell me." She says. "Promise Not to be mad or anything?" I start tearing up. "I promise little bro."She smiles and pats down a spot to where I can sit. I sit there. Ugh here we go! "First off do you remember Jay or Jacob?" I ask. "Yeah your best friend and are next door neighbor." She says shaking her head. "Well while you were gone..me and him kinda had a thing going. I developed feelings for him..."I look down. I was scared. How will she react. "You're not joking?" She says worried. "No.."I say. "Are you gay?" She says. "Maybe,I don't know. All I know is I like him." I tear up.She hugs me. "It's ok.Love is Love Mac.If you like him tell him." She says. "What About Mom and dad? They don't like lgbt."I look down. I really fucked up. "You don't need to tell them.It is your choice. Take your time to find more out. Speaking of Jay. I haven't seen him? Can we go see him?" She asks. Well...ugh. "Umm About that me and him got in a fight. A childish fight. A stupid one. One that sounds like a kid with a dream." I fake smile. "Marcus what did you do?" She asks. "Well might as well tell you this now. The other day Jay came over and said there was kid that went to the school that looked exactly like me. I ofc didn't believe him. He said that his name was supposedly Martinus and that he was hanging out with Jupiter. So we went. At first I didn't see it. Me and him didn't look alike. Everyone kept saying we did. They took a picture of us and then I saw it. He looked exactly like me. He said he was adopted when he was 2 to an American family and he recently moved back. They said that me and you don't look the same. We also don't look like are mom or dad. Julie...Are we adopted?" I say looking in to her eyes. She looked back into my eyes almost crying. At the point I knew it. I'm adopted. I stood up. She pulled my arm to motion me to sit back down. "Marcus you are adopted and so am I..mom wanted to tell you when you were older. Don't get mad or hate them. They just didn't tell you bc they didn't want to see you hurt."She says hold my hand. I'm mad and sad. Confused. When I was older? I'm almost 16. "WHEN I AM OLDER?!? IM FUCKING 15! 16 IN A LIKE 2 MONTH!" I yell and stand up. "Marcus calm down. I know it's hard." Julie says trying to calm me down. I shake my head and run downstairs.
  My mom was on the phone and my dad was setting up the tree. "Is it true?" I say. They both look at me confused. "I said is it true!" I say louder half way to crying. "Is what true sweetie?" My says. "Hold Luna. I'll call you back" my mom says and puts the phone down. "Am I adopted?" I say with tears in my eyes looking my dad in his eyes. They look at each other. "Yes." My mom says lightly. My dad try's to touch my shoulder. I take his hand off of me. "DONT TOUCH ME! THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! I THOUGHT I WAS YOUR SON! AND IM NOT! WHEN WERE YOU PLANNING TO TELL ME HUH?" I say with anger and hurt in my eyes. "Calm down Marcus. We were gonna tell you when you were older." Again with this bs. IM ALMOST 16! This was a good time to find out if I have an actual twin. "I have a twin? Don't I?" I asked. "Yes m-Marcus."she said. I couldn't help but cry! My whole life is damn lie! This is why I don't look like my "mom" or "dad"! I'm living a fucking lie! "I hate you!" I yelled a ran out. I don't know what to do but cry! I have a twin brother and I'm adopted. I wanna die. I wanna die. I run to the public restroom and look around for anything sharp. A saw broken glass...I picked it up and ( trigger warning) cut. 2 on each arm that is 4.1 on the back of my neck. 3 on each leg. I cried and cried. I couldn't stop! The tears and everything came running down my face! I wanted to die so hard! I heard someone say my name "Marcus?!!" I stayed quiet.