she is tired. she is finished with the ways you throw her fowards and backwards, she's done with the ways her body belongs to everyone but her and remains a slipped promise from her own fingers.
she's completely tormented and you watch and do nothing. you slit her throat and she smiles
she feels nothing but this nothing,
this nothing is the very thing that will make her okay.she loved
she's lostshe grows. and falls, and roots, and wilts. she pleads with the thunder and receives lighting, she tries and tries even more
questions if it'll ever be enough
it isshe says to the sunshine
do not give me your dry sorries
or your wet goodbyes
because i do not want them
or need themshe is worn,
but promises to pick herself up again
she's never broken her promisesbut she's tired of crying
and tears want to be her best friend.
ー thais
part seven,
tearsick girl.( i love you. please remember that. )
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FREUDIAN
Poetrysummer's not as long as it used to be. a poetry book. © happypjm / 2017