So this imagine is for my best friend Dylan, she just happened to commit suicide this afternoon. I just want to say I love you so much Dylan you will always be in my heart<3
So yea this imagine is on me and my best friend. Obvioulsy its not gonna be the exact same way how it all went today but ill try my best.
Song for Imagine~ True Friend ~Miley Cyrus
Trigger warning. If you ever have thoughts on committing suicide. Don't. You mean so much to people and if you ever need ANYONE to talk to, I'm here for you.
Imagine Dedicated to: @ImagineKidrauhl You help me through these past tough days it was good to have some to talk t. Thank you so much<3
Suicide Hotline Number: 1-800-273-8255 (Call this number if you are having thoughts or just need to talk about it, It may help)
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Emily's POV~
We were sitting at Dylan's just got home from shopping. Dylan said she needed a nap so she went for a nap. Me, Justin, and Dylan's Mom stood in the kitchen talking.
"SO how do you think Dylan is doing?" Justin asked Dylan's Mom.
"She is doing way better now. Well at least I think" she said.
In my mind I was saying no she isn't. Dylan wasn't doing any better she is having a horrible time at the moment.
3 hours passes and Dylan still hasn't came back downstairs.
"I'm gonna go check on Dylan" I said to Justin and then I walked upstairs to Dylan's room.
She wasn't in her bed and I seen the light of her bathroom on so I went in there only to see Dylan on ground with a note crumpled in her hand.
"No no no.. DYLAN!!!!" I screamed.
I dropped to my knees and touched her. She was ice cold, not breathing, white as a cloud on a sunny day.
"Dylan!!!!!! WAKE UP!!!" I screamed then Justin and her mom came into the bathroom.
Justin picked me up off the ground and started hugging me and telling me everything will be okay.
"She's gone Justin.. This is all my fault." I say.
"No this isn't your fault, We will get through this together." he says to me.
Mrs. Nelson (made up last name for Dylans mom.) was on the phone with the ambulance and they were on there way. I couldn't stand the fact my bestfriend wasn't with me any more.
I grabbed the note and Me and Justin went home. Right when we got there I walked in and ran upstairs to my room and read the note.
(Made up note some parts real.)
Emily~
You know I love you so much. but I just couldn't handle this world anymore. I'm with my daddy now. By the time you read this I'm most likely gone. I'm so sorry it had to be this way. One day we will meet again. for now live your life with Justin have kids, get married. Even though I wont be at the wedding physically I'll still be there. I love you so much Em. Stay Strong down there. See you soon <3
~Dylan
I threw the note acrossed the room and pulled my knees up to my chest and started crying. a few minutes later there were soft knocks at the door.
"Em can I come in baby girl?" Justin asked softly.
"Yea its open" I said with my voice cracking.
he opened the door and came and sat by me, and pulled me into a hug.
"Everything will be okay. I am right there for you and I'm not leaving you." he said to me and then kissed me softly.
"I love you Justin" I said to him
"I love you too and just remember that Dylan is up there smiling at you and is SO PROUD!" Justin said.
"You're right Justin. What would I do without you. I love you so much" I said.
"I love you too baby" he said and the kissed my softly once again.
<3
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I love you Dylan. I'll never forget you.
if you guys need anyone to talk to I'm always here for you
love you
~Em.
