i will make this right

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Julie called us all in for a quick meeting, I look around for Kat and candice but they are no where to be seen.

"I'm sorry to say but we can't continue shooting today as the set isn't ready for use, sorry to keep you all waiting.... Um so yeah you can all go home and I will get through to all of you later in the week" she says and we all start walking off.

As I turn around I see Kat, candice and ian all at the back. I wander where they were.

"Kat, hey Kat wait up" I say but she just starts to walk away. Maybe she didn't hear me.

I start running after her.weaving through the crowd of people. "Kat!" I yell. She turns around to that! "What nina" she retorts

"Wow sorry.... I was just wandering where you all went? you left with out telling anyone!" I say

"I can go when ever and where ever I want" she says really rudely

I take a step back giving her space, I think she is in a bad mood. "Okay...I'm sorry I was just asking." I say really quietly not wanting to upset her anymore than she clearly is.

"Well then just stop asking" she says and storms off.

Well that went well! Wander what stick is up her ass! I start to walk to my dressing room when I see candice.

"Hey candy where did you go before" I ask hoping she is in a better mood but I don't think she is. "It's none of your business nina!" She says loudly

"Seriously what's with everyone today why is everyone taking there anger out on me?" I say confused

"Maybe there not taking there anger out on you maybe there just angry at you!" Candice says and crosses her arms

"Iv done nothing to YOU or KAT!" I almost scream at candice

"Yeah can you say that for ian?" She says leaving that question to stand in my mind.Are they angry about what about last night? Did ian tell them? All these questions begin to bundle up in my head.

I begin to walk back to my dressing room. I collect my things and head out into the hall way. I see ian doing the same. Our eyes meet both on opposite sides of the hall way.

We stand there for a good 3 minutes when ian turns around and walks into the garden.

I run after him. I hate this no talking thing! I run out into the garden to see ian sitting there on one of the benches staring at one of the flowers surrounding him.

"It's beautiful out here, isn't it?" I say trying to break this silence and tension between us.

He doesn't answer he just sits there not moving. "Ian can we please talk?" I ask softy from a distance. He doesn't respond to that question either.

I let out a sigh, I hate this! I hate that he is angry at me, I hate that I hurt him and most of all I hate that I caused this.

I walk over to him and slump into the little space left on the bench. If he isn't going to talk to me he sure as hell is going to listen.

"I know this isn't just about me missing our date. I know you saw that stupid report about Derek and I" I say secretly hoping he will give me a sign that he is actually listening. But he doesn't he just sits there as still as a log.

I decide to  just going to keep talking and hope he listens. "I wouldn't have goon if I had remembered about our date, but I didn't so I went thinking it wouldn't matter.... I took Michael, Steven and zack to stop him if something happened, but nothing did! The part you may have seen on the report of me wiping away the tear was me as a concerned friend! And I'm not sorry for being his friend!" I say loudly so he defiantly could hear me

"But ...." I say taking a break to gather my thoughts. "but with saying that, Derek and I are FRIENDS and only friends! I am really sorry and I will make it up to you no matter what! I have been stupid and I have made mistakes but one of them will not be losing you! I can't loose you! You mean everything to me, I am going to make it up to you" I say even louder. "I promise" is the last thing I say.

I stand up now having said everything I wanted to say and walk back inside. I walk down the hall way and out into the parking lot. I step into my car to prepare what I am going to do to make it up to ian.

~ian's pov~

As nina leaves a tiny smile creeps onto my face. I can't help it, I'm so glad nina is going to fight for me, it shows me that she still cares about me!

I sit on the bench for a little longer taking in everything nina said. I wander what she is going to do.

I stand up and walk to my car, why cant life just be simple!

I walk into my car and drive home. I didn't get a very good sleep last  night with everything that happened, but now that I have some time I can finally catch up to all that sleep I missed.

~Nina's pov~

after I left Ian in the garden I came up with a plan and I know who just to ask but its going to take a bit of convincing. I walk down the hall way until I reach Kat's room. normally I wouldn't ask Kat about this stuff but Paul is probably busy and Ian seems to trust Kat the most.

I bang I the door hoping she is in there. she doesn't say anything at first so I knock again this time I get a response. "who is it?" I hear Kat scream from behind the wooden door. I hesitate for a moment, knowing she want open the door to me so I try to imamate Lucy. "its Lucy, I'm here to...um...clean your room" I say in the best Russian accent. Lucy is the actual cleaner. she is Russian but her accident sounds much better than mine.

I wait a little bit when the door opens. Kats facial expression immediately changes when she sees me standing in front of her. she grabs the door and tries to shut it but I place my foot in the crack blocking it from shutting. o let out a slight "ow" from the force.

"Kat please let me in I really need to talk to you!" I beg.

"I don't want to talk to you Nina, go away" she says sternly

"Kat...please" I say exhausted from all these arguments. I think she is exhausted to. she lets go of the door allowing me to walk in. she takes a seat on her swirly chair and I sit on the couch. "what do you want?" she says coldly. it sends a sick feeling through my stomach. Kat and I are really close and I hate her being angry at me.

"look Kat you want to be mad with me fine, that's your choice. I am here thinking you were my friend but I was obviously wrong. you obviously don't want me here so ill just go" I say trying to keep the tears down but I can feel them beginning to bundle up in my eyes. I blink them away whilst standing up to leave.

"wait, I'm sorry that was really harsh of me you didn't deserve that Nina, I sorry." Kat says sincerely. I cant hold back the tears any longer they begin to pour down my cheeks. the truth is I did deserve that after everything I have put Ian through but I am determined to make it up to him.

I wipe away my tears and tell Kat my plan.   

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I wander what Nina has got planned. sorry for the boring chapter but the good stuff is next so make sure you read my next chapter which I will post when I get 4 comments and 6 votes! so hurry if you want an update! love you all

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