Nian we have chemistry

Decision time

Okay so I ended the last scene half way through which was really mean . So I have decided to pick up exactly where I left off, at the scene where ian shares his feelings about there situation but will it freak nina out again or will she want to be with him no matter what? Enjoy 😘

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~Ian's pov~

I knew what I had just said was probably really unfair, she is ten years younger than me how would she know if she wants to be with me in the future, but I had to be honest with her. If we are going to make this work we have to just say it even though might not be what one of us want.

I sit looking at the ground, guilty that I have been unfair to nina.

I hear nina sigh which almost breaks my heart. I know she is going to say something that I am not going to like.

There is nothing I can do but let her talk just like she let me.

"Ian I don't know where the future will take us I wish I knew I really do. I know that I will love you. I know you want me to say that I will be ready but I can't lie to you and say I will be. However I can promise you that I do want a serious relationship, ian ...I love you and I want this to work just as much as you."

She grabs my hand and our eyes meet

"There is a ten year gap between us which sucks because it's not fair on either of us, you don't want to wait and I don't want to rush. Which means I don't know where that leaves us?" She takes a deep breath and continues

"I don't want to string you along forever ian and you don't want to wait forever as much as you say you do. I don't have an answer as much as I want to, and as much as you want me too, but know even if we decide to call it off my feelings for you want change"

I could tell she was trying to put on her best face but I could see the sadness in her eyes

I re - think what we have both said and try and come up with a solution.

"Nikolina Konstantinova Dobreva there are not enough words to describe how much I love you. I know that we can't tell the future and that was unfair of me to ask, I just wanted to know that you want to be in this relationship as much as me. I really want this to work. I think we should if you really do want to make this work, keep it on the down-low for awhile" I was feeling really confident with what I had just said and hope she will agree

" Ian Joseph Somerhalder I love you more than life, I would have said yes to you that night, but I wasn't and I am still not 100% ready to settle down with someone, and when I am ready to get engaged I want to be 100% sure that I am ready..... I do want this relationship to work baby so much and I will do anything. I agree we should defiantly keep it between us for a while, the paparazzi have just calmed down about our break up imagine if they found out we were back together!"she started getting scared at the thought

"It's okay babe it will be our little secret" I leant over the table and gave her a peck on her beautifully soft lips that I love and have missed so much. "I love you so much, and I would to stay with you right here just us forever .... But I am getting tired and we have script reading tomorrow" I straight away began to yawn

"Okay smolder but only if I get to stay with you tonight, I think I still have some spare clothes at home...... I mean your house" she tried to cover up her last sentence as if she hadn't said 'home ' which it was, it was both of ours.

She started to gather her purse, phone and her shoes which she had taken off during dinner.

"It is your house to you know, your always welcome especially to sleep" I said and raised my eyebrow hoping she was getting my point

"Don't get cheeky smolderhalder or you will get punished" nina said and gave him a light smack on the arm "and just for that comment you can pay for dinner" nina said feeling really proud of her comeback and walked out the door

Wait what did I say! Doesn't matter she was going to make me pay anyway!

I payed the bill and walked to the car where nina was waiting inside. God I missed all of this, our playful fights, our dinners, her and I been so casual and comfortable together. I know one thing for sure I am not letting nina go ever again!

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Okay so I will be really busy for the next 2 weeks and want be able to update, I might be able to post the next chapter if I get enough votes and comments!

Hope you liked that chapter if you did please let me know! 😘

-Kim