Blue Eyes // Ashton Irwin

chapter 1

It was 3am but i didn't care, i just kept driving not caring what speed i was going, or the fact that i didn't even have a destination.

I just needed to escape the world and feel the cool wind blow through the open window drying my tear stained cheeks.

" Why are you such a fuck up Steph." i whispered to myself as i pulled into an empty parking lot.

I managed to calm myself down and take a few breaths.

I just escaped another one of my boyfriends party's feeling like shit as always. People always ask me why i put up with him after all he has put me through.

The constant abuse and lying was too much for me to handle, but i couldn't let him go. Calum and i had some of the best memories. we used to be in love and never want to leave one another.

but now it was all broken, he turned into this monster who doesn't care about us anymore, he doesn't care about me anymore.

"I can't do this anymore."

I couldn't cry anymore all the tears were drained out of me, i felt empty and weak.

I carefully pulled out of the parking lot and made my way back to calum's house probably still full of high teenagers partying like every other friday night.

I need to pull myself together and be the strong person i thought i was, not this 18 year old girl, breaking down in her car because her boyfriend hit her again.

// y'all don't even know how excited I am for this fanfic, I can't even.