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Voices (Chapter 9)

I grab the cold brass door nob, slamming the gateway between me and hell shut. Out side of this inch thick wood panel, was absolute and total social destruction. This wasn't all that odd (as you should know by now) for me. But now they were dragging Nathan into it, and i couldn't live with that. Thousands of voices rushed through my head, some screaming at me, some whispering words of sorrow. But one kept repeating in a higher, louder tone "All your fault." "All your fault". I paced around the room, slamming my head on the wall, when all the sudden, i knew what i had to do to make the voices stop. I had to face my hell. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me to my door, pausing a moment, and tore it open. I step into the hall, preparing myself for the worst and taking a moment to think were he might be. Then i hear him and rebecca talking down stairs, and i tiptoe down the steps, and all i catch is nathan shouting "It wasn't like that! You think i actually Like that freak? I felt sorry for her!" before i practical fall down the stairs. Because there is was, again. The voices had fell silent but now roared at me, freak freak freak. and Nathan looks up at me, sitting there, tears filling my eyes. He stands there shocked,obviously thinking about how to fix this. i run back to my room, my face getting hot , the voices finally fell silent, and i felt....empty. I slammed the gateway behind me,  but hell still found a way in. In health class we had learned about a major vain in your arm, and if you cut it, you would bleed out. I grabbed a knife from an old lunch tray in the corner, that smelled of rotten chicken and old moldy milk. I looked my self dead in the eye in the mirror, and ran the knife under my bracelet, digging in deep to my wrist, i could feel the cold meddle deep in my skin. I let out a shriek, and the last thing i heard was nathan banging on the broken gateway, with rebecca shouting in the background "Let her do it, no one likes her." and the last thing i saw, was him standing in the now open gateway, with the most horrified look on his face. and then, every thing went black. I had never experienced something so empty in my life, never. But i would, soon enough.

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Authors note:

I thought id publish this week's chpt earlie, cause of exams. And dont freak out it isnt over or anything this would be a really shity place to end it. But yeah, almost to 4,000 and all i can say is

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