You've been quiet lately (Prinxiety)

it's quiet uptown

A father and a lover going through the unimaginable. (Patton and roman.)

Roman busted through the room with patton when they heard that virgil was almost dead when the surgery went wrong
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Stay alive....
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"He is near death roman, We told him to calm down, I'm telling you when we searched his mind for memories or dreams causing this he started panicking when we told him not to."
"Panicking?! His  middle name is anxiety! And plus when you tell someone to not panic all they think about is stuff that could go wrong!!"
"CAN I SEE MY SON?!" Patton pretty much yelled
"Exuse Me sir I'm doing the best I can."
Patton rushed over to virgil pushing the doctor aside roman followed.
"Virgil.."
"Da..dad..."
"I did exactly as you said D-dad.., I tried to stay calm.. I held my head up high.."
"Shh.. I know I know.. shh.. I know, you did everything just right.."
"Even before--"
"Shh.. i-i know I know.."
"B-before.."
"I know son, save your strength.. stay alive...!"
"Roman..?" Patton asked
Roman turned towards the doctor "is it breaking?! Is he going to survive this?! Who did this Patton did you know?!”
"Roman I'm so sorry for forgetting what you told me.. We played piano.."
"I taught you piano.."
"You would put your hands on mine.."
"You changed the melody every time.."
Roman held both of his hands on Virgils hands
"I would always change the line.."
"Shh.. love I know I know.."
roman was in tears by now as virgil was stuttering
"I would always change the line. . . "
"Shh.. I know, I know../
"Un deux trois quatre cinq six sept huit neuf..
"Un deux trois quatre Cinq six sept huit nuef..?"
"Good.."
"Un dudes trois quatre cinq six sept huit nuef"
“un.. Dues.. Trois..”
Roman squeezed Virgils hands drops of tears dripping off of his hands
"Sept huit nuef"
"Sept huit"

nd those were his last moments with his own memory

Roman looked over at patton and started crying as patton had left the room wiping his tears
Virgil said nothing his eyes closed as roman looked down at him
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There are moments that the words don't reach..
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Roman walked home alone so did patton for some reason the sides were dead quiet when virgil wasn't there roman would lock himself on his room patton would sometimes make cookies but that was the only noise in the mind space,

There is suffering too terrible to name.

(Patton went to his latest memory with virgil)

Patton smiled, and hugged virgil tightly as virgil rolled his eyes, smiling "thanks dad...." he smiled and looked off to the side at roman. And winked at him and roman headed upstairs to his room virgil hugged back smiling, he needed some comfort at the time

You hold your child as tight as you can, and push away the unimaginable.

Patton and roman both were crying in. Their room, especially roman, even if he was okay, he knew that virgil would no longer love him, he thought he was being a fool looking back at old memories, and he thought he was so brave, He tried to breathe and kept saying to himself "It's for his own good.. its for his own good.. roman you idiot stop crying, he's going to be okay!" He said, crying more though Logsn could never understand, of course he was in his room searching for something, Nothing could be found. Though patton didn't know why but he was mad at roman, he was the whole cause of this anyways. He gave virgil the flower, he took away part of it and stayed with virgil he should've l that, calendula couldn't be in two people that are together. Patton stopped talking to roman, which caused bad things to happen roman knew patton was mad and tried to make patton forgive him