You've been quiet lately (Prinxiety)

The Lost ones Weeping;

"Can you see that kid in his lost fantasy?"

Can even you see who dyed his red heart to black?

Hey who could it be?
Hey someone tell me!!

I go into the living room sit on the couch.. the razor is in my pocket just in case.. now I stared at the wall, blankly. No sound at all.. why can't I be a normal person?
What is being a normal person feel like?

Everything hurts.

I start crying.. as it starts to rain.. I love the rain the way it sound the way it feels it let's you know you are not the only one suffering.
Or as you could say, crying.

"Look the sky is crying too!"
:)
But I cry more..

7:46AM.

I'm still in the living room. Should I go outside..? I don't even know.. nothing makes sense to me.
M-maybe I could be a nice guy..
Do I feel happy in life?
Efil ni leef I od?
Do I do i?

I started shaking my hands I felt.. cold..
But why?
i hear someone walk into the room.. I wipe my tears and smile.. although it was rather not convincing smile.. at least im trying to be happy.
I look at them and quickly look back I think it was... Roman...?
Of course his own little smile,
Fixed hair,
Soft as a sheep's wool.
His own silly prince suit
Why am I in love with him?

Romans POV:
Oh my god.. we found him.
He's back!! Wait.. is that.. slight.. crying..?
Wh..what do i do?
I decide to cook some breakfast for the two of us..
the others aren't awake
yet..
I make some pancakes.. keep it simple. I put them on two plates I always know what he likes on his pancakes.
I go over to him and hand him his plate.. and sit next to him to have a talk..
Whats wrong virgil? You've been quiet lately.. I say as I ever so slightly cuddle close to him..
As a comforting matter of course!!

Virgils POV:
I get worried and cry more
Don't let them see!
Don't let them see!
he made me food.. So cute.. He even added a smiley face, Everything I like. he asks what's wrong. And cuddles close to me. His touch.. it makes me calm down at the same time incredibly nervous
its.. nice though..
my panic attack stops..
still crying.. I can't really stop myself. and I slowly open my mouth and say..

"N-nothings wrong.."
Of course that's not convincing
I'm crying and stuttering.
He knows I'm lying, he asks again, I say the truth. .
It's for my own good.
Maybe somebody could love this dark useless soul.

"I.. i-.. I feel like I'm useless to you
And the others I.. I fell like.. i.. you don't like me.. i-i.. just.. I'm just so.. Stupid..
I don't help at all I was originally aiming to protect you but..
I've been keeping you from doing anything

Romans POV

I was surprised he set his food on the table.

"That's not true..
You know we all love you right? You are so important! you make sure thomas doesn't die.. you.. protect him.. you can be annoying.. . But that's part of well.. being human.

Without you.. thomas would.. die.. embarrass himself. . Not care. Have messy hair.. I'd say.. you are.. well.. important. "

I hear him cry more..
As my heart drops,
It hurts to hear him cry
I try to keep my smile steady
"Now eat your food.. ya need something to eat."

Virgils pov :

I smile a bit and start eating. . It tastes good. Everything seems better.
I smile for real.
It's strange.
My cheeks feel like they are warming up.. am i.. blushing..?
Oh nonononono
I can't have a crush on him..
Anyways.. I continue eating and soon finish. Roman is finished too.. I ask him..
"Can we go outside?" It's raining.. I love the rain."
He smiles at me and nods joyfully.
We head outside. I feel the rain with my hands smiling. Roman cuddles up to me.. I love it.. this.. I think I'm in love..
no I can't be..
i.. Oh my god.. I blush alot.. he notices but smiles..
But why..?

Romans POV:
This is our moment.. I smile and cuddle with him i never seen him so.. happy. I ask can we watch a movie together after this..? In my room?
"Sure."

Virgils pov:
We head to Romans room but dry off first. He gets the movie. Mulan. He gets in bed with me it's soft I like it.. I feel so.. safe. Warm.. happy...
That's a first
I cuddle to him slowly falling asleep listening to him singing along to the disney songs..

"Dork" I say smiling.
He laughs.

After the movie I start to fall asleep...

10:34AM

Romans pov:
Patton enters the room while me and virgil are sleeping and of course.. takes a picture..
I'm fine with it I cuddle closer to him and fall asleep.💛

(Ahh itz so cute I'll try to update tomarrow )