(Logicality
◇Soulmate Au fluff◇Pattons POV
"Wait ro-- I.." my eyes widen, and i tilt my head down softly, feeling guilt pressure me down. Why would i ask that? I ask myself questions.Until i feel a bursting pain of
guilt
hitting me, logan I left him. No wonder why he was hiding his face into his book. I rush myself upstairs to logans room, that seemed to be a mile away, since my legs were weak from feeling too much guilt.
I finally manage to meet logans room, thats at the end of the hallway, its hard for the heart to get to the brain of course. I knock lightly on the slighty cracked open door. No response. The wind swiftly shifts theough the door opening it a tad bit. It bristled through my hair as well.I spot a passed out logan laying on the floor. I wonder, what was going through his mind? To make himself fall asleep on the floor?
I sigh, assuming it is a small stress attack from working.
I pick him up off the floor "you're so silly logan.. Falling asleep on the floor. You're so cute and you dont know it." I say with my soft dad voice, I blush at the words I have chosen to speak. Though, I dont regret saying anything to him at least, I love him of course.I set him on the bed, and I so badly want to crawl in bed with him and cuddle. but I know that. would be considered rude so I never do so. I close logans computer. Saving his files. I sit next to him. Silently confessing my love as he is asleep.I hear him groan, as he fluttered his eyes open. I look down at him and give him a trusting small smile it wasnt so noticeable but he smiled back, as I say "Morning my love." I say innocently; He blushes and looked up at me soon looking down at me when he sat up. "Patton you're so silly, its not morning time. Infact, its uh night."
i nod and giggle "I know~" i hum, "logan, dear, why do you have tear marks?" i ask, softly nuzzling his hand. "Its uh a long story with feelings.." Logan posts his response to me. I frown.
"Logan. What trouble am I causing you?" I ask a second question, leaning in for comfort.
"Y-you.. An-and Roman.." he says quietly as he can be as more guilt builds up inside of me,
the guilt that i can cry myself out alone in my room later on when the clock hits 12am.
i notice, logan had said 'Roman' with a sob begging to be let out and a scratch coming out of his throat, instead of the sob that was intended to be let out.
I couldn't help myself but pull logan into my arms, I would never want him to feel like that
"Logan, you know it is rude to choose favorite out of the four. But keep this secret. You i love the most you are my favorite in the world." Logans eyes lit up and he smiled "Will do.." he says deeply kissing me.I blush deeply. As I kiss back as I feel him deep the kiss.
the kiss lasted two minutes or three minutes. I dont even know when we pull away, we are both panting he smiled at me his bangs fell into his face a tad bit out lips are still close together, brushing against each others. after a minute, speaking "I Love you." Logan says as i respond: “Love you more.”Logan playfully pushed me Smiling, “Patton! im sure we love each other the same amount!”
He is Smiling, well if course he has smiled before, but this is different. His smiles were only the friendly teacher fake smile,
but as for now, Thats a happy smile. Of course.. Finally! He is happy.
And he doesn't notice it. Ha! Or does he? I sit up and look at him
“you.. You are smiling...” I say, without thinking, dammit now hes gonna be all Emotionless all over again.
But.. Instead he smiles brighter “Yeah... I am..” he says softness in his voice, I have felt love before. But this.. This is so confusing.. What.. Kind of love is this? I normally only feel fuzzies in my stomach, but I feel them all over now. Is that bad?
I shouldn't be questioning it... But.. Agh! Forget it! This is a rare love but.. When did that get there..?I look down at our wrists. We both have heart tattoo on our wrists, in the exact same spot his is a navy blue and mine is a baby blue I point them out to logan and he smiles
“i guess we are soulmates.” I blush, and laugh.But roman entered the room “Hey... Uh..” Roman looked rather, worried or anxious.. he looks at the both of us and smiles “Sorry for hording Patton from you I.. I might have just lost someone I love and.. Im sorry.” he looked to the side and logan stood up and brushed himself off “Its.. Alright. Also. There is a possibility that Virgil is alive. He is in a deep sleep currently, and he had a dream of Roman betraying him, and resulted in hanahaki disease. The original. And he couldn't breathe well, the doctors estimate he will be awakening in a few days.” Roman smiled “Really?!” Logan nodded and closed his eyes. “Theres one thing. He has his memory damaged, and the flowers have been removed. He knows nothing that you two were together. And the flowers removed memory. He still remembers you and who you are. And us. But nothing about your guys relationship. the flowers had memories of love so the flowers have been removed in order to have his life back. The only way it could be possible that you two can get back together in a relationship, is we have to run a few tests. soulmate tests. Ill expl- no, the doctors will explain what is gonna happen, tomorrow morning.” Roman nodded and hoped the rest of the night.
~Time skip.~
I sat in my room crying lightly crhing out the guilt I was building up. I need to get rid of it; so the others will not see, my sadness.
in the morning, logan calls out and tells us to get up.I wash my tearstained face, and put on a smile, we have to leave at 9:30 to go to the hospital.
I hope this will go well.
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