Loving The Alpha

The gullible bitch....

I can't believe it, he was drunk!! He slammed the door and turned toward to me giving me his signature smirk. I looked away from his eyes, and shifted my weight trying not to get to tempted to.......you know. He slowly walked, more like stumbled towards me and leaned down and whispered in my ear. " I really want to kiss you right now". I could smell his minty breathe with alcohol mixed in it.
I didn't have time to answer because he crashed his lips onto mine. He forced his tongue into my mouth. This wasn't one of his passionate and gentle kisses, it was a rough and hungry kiss. I didn't like it one bit.

I tried to push him away, but he didn't budge. He pushed me onto the bed and climbed on top of me. He was in between my legs. I looked up at him petrified, his eyes were pitch black and had hunger in them. His hands found their way into my shirt and he started rubbing up and down my back. " Please, let me go" I sobbed. Sure I loved him, but I didn't want to lose my virginity like this, basically raped.

I could of pushed him off, but the heat wasted all of my energy. When he was about to pull my shirt off, when someone opened the door. I looked up at a red Dillon. He pulled Cayden away from me and led him to his room. All I know is that Dillon taking Cayden to his room wasn't the only thing that happened. Dillon then came back and embraced me in a hug. " I can't even imagine what would happen if I hadn't shown up" he said shakily. I broke down sobbing into his shirt for 3 hours straight. I guess I fell asleep because the next morning I woke up in Dillon's arm.

In a brotherly, sisterly way. I'm not like that......

I shook Dillon awake. " Go to your own room!" I giggled. He groaned but got up anyway and went to his room. I was still shaken up from last night but I tried to ignore the best I could. I went into the bathroom to take a shower, wash my hair, and brush my teeth. When I was done I put on some black skinny jeans, black and red Jordan 11 Retros. I also put on my black hoodie with " Fuck that Bitch" on the front, I blow dried my hair and out it into a loose ponytail with a few strands of my hair sticking out . Arrest me now.....I'm just in love with the color black.

I heard a knock on my door. " Come in!!"

Cayden walked in, a regretful look in his eyes." I'm so sorry, I was drunk. I didn't know what I was doing. Plus Dillon teached me a lesson." He blabbered on. Pointing to his busted up lip. It will probably heal in 2 minutes.

" You are no interest to me." I said trying to sound classy. " I'll buy you a weeks supply of StarBucks hot chocolate every morning." He offered. " Deal" I said whirling around facing him. He smirked and offered me his hand to shake." Deal"
And with that he left to go buy me my first StarBucks. Why do I keep falling for his tricks???

<Ya'll thirsty/crusty kids need Jesus!!!!!!😏>