Loving The Alpha

Broken

"Son of a nutcracker!!!" Jay yells running over to Cayden. "I'll call for some help. But I really need to catch Destiny right now!!" I yell. "Go get them bitch!" She yelled. I give her "now is not the right time" look. She nods and goes back to Cayden.

Landon gets off of the floor and tries to catch up with Destiny. I didn't have time to cry right now. I ran up the stairs and outside. The most important thing right now was for Cayden to get help. I ordered some Pack members to go find him in the basement and safely bring him back home to Dr. Nelson.

Some were still fighting and I left them alone. My main priority now was to rip Destiny to shreds. That little bitch ass skank ass hoe.

I ran outside the perimeter and didn't find her anywhere. I hoped she was long gone. But something in my gut felt that she was gonna come back and stronger too. When I went back to the fight, Dillon was giving orders to everyone. He gave me a quick hug and checked me for any injuries. Then he mind linked the Pack members that stayed at home to send the SUVs over.

The rogue land was 2 hours away from our territory. They put the most injured people in the SUVs and drove them back to Dr. Nelson. The others stayed back to help with the bodies. As I was looking at the bodies of rogues being piled up and getting ready to burn, I saw Josh among them, I smirk evily and spat on him.

I didn't feel one bit guilty I did that. He deserved that. Because of him and those other damned rogues, Cayden could be dying right now. At that point I didn't care who was looking at me as I let my tears fall. This was all my fault I thought to myself again. Thinking to when I jumped out of the bushes. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

We killed every rogue, but Destiny and Landon escaped. "Damn, I hope I never see those dicktards again"Jay said patting Dillon on the back. "What the hell are you doing here Jay!?!?!?" He asked annyoed. "I told you to stay home".

"Do you really think I would stay home and miss all the action? I beat up a guy with a broom and a chair" She said proud of her accomplishment. "Fine, just stay out of trouble, and don't go around asking everyone how their bun-buns are like last time" Dillon warned.  Jay started laughing hard
then stopped when she saw me crying.

Jay nodded. Not even that could make me laugh. I couldn't stop thinking about Cayden. I hope he's OK. "Riley suggest you go home and rest, I will handle everything back here. Jay please go with her."

"What?? You said I could stay!" She whined. Dillon raised an eyebrow at her. She sighed and helped me into the next available SUV. She put on my seat belt and got in next to me and started the car.

She drove out of the woods and  onto the highway. I cried my heart out as she drove. The only comfort she gave me was occasional pats on the back. She knew I liked my space and silence when it came to me being upset. After 2 straight hours of driving, she pulled into the woods of our territory and parked right outside the Alpha Mansion. I missed this place.

I got out of the car and ran into the house, Jay following closely behind. I ran upstairs to my room. Everything looked the same. I went into the bathroom and took a nice, long shower. I got the grease out of my hair and finally got the ratchet smell off of me. I also cried.

When I was done, I pulled on a pair of Cayden's plaid boxers that went just above my knees. And an over sized t-shirt. I put my hair into pigtails and decided to stay barefoot. I then ran downstairs to see Jay waiting at the bottom. She didn't say anything, just engulfed me in a huge hug.

I stayed frozen, Jay was never the comforting type. She was the "Get the fuck over it" type. But I gratefully hugged her back. Tears started to slip down my face again. Damn, I'm gonna be dehydrated by the end of the night.

I then pulled away and ran outside to the Pack house where the hospital was in the basement. I threw the door open and some of the people in the living room bowed their heads at me in respect. Funny how those were the people that abused me the most when Cayden was under Destiny's theat. Others gave me look of pity.

I ran down the stairs to the basement and knocked rapidly on the door. A nurse opened it. "What is it dear?" She asked. "How is Cayden?"  I asked.

"He's in surgery, the bullet got stuck in his rib cage. He took a pretty good nasty hit for you." She gave me a look of pity and closed the door. I was getting annoyed with all of those looks. I had nothing else to do so I went and checked on the pregnant women in the Pack and the people injured at the fight.

I then went back upstairs. AsI tried to fall asleep, I couldn't get my mind off of Cayden.

If I ever see Destiny again, I won't hesitate into ripping her into little tiny pieces. And if Cayden doesn't survive, then I won't either.

Even after he's been nothing but lying- cocky- abusive- jerk........................ I still love him.